On the up side of things.......*trigger*
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| Wed, 02-23-2005 - 7:22pm |
I saw the behavioral consultant today who recommended a psychiatrist for my meds and then I saw my PA who was totally useless, she left me on the same meds I am on and had nothing worth hearing to say. I called around and found a really nice lady who is approved by my insurance co to not only write meds but do therapy so I"m going to meet her on monday. I am bringing in a copy of the mood diary I've been keeping and the bipolar survey I took to see what she says. From what I can tell so far she is not happy with the meds I am on and that I am sure is going to change and I hope for the better because right now it's not good. I only have a few days so I'm going to do my best to make it through w/out being too miserable. I know this might sound bad but I had dh hide the straight edge razors, I've been a cutter in the past, never suicidal but thought that it would be a good idea that I not know where they are.
So that is the update, hopefully

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Danielle
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Danielle,
I'm so proud of you not just sitting around when the PA was a waste of time.
Love,
Thanks Jamie for your support, only a couple of more days to go. I'm still quite unstable, I'm really hoping this is all a result of the lexapro and nothing more but I just don't know right now. I am so up and down. The last 2 days I spent in a hypomanic mode which I suppose is better than depression but I"m supposed to be resting my foot (tendonitis). I just can't seem to sit still. I cleaned and rearranged the furniture in my
Hugs & Positive Thoughts Always,