I think I got it....

iVillage Member
Registered: 08-25-2010
I think I got it....
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Wed, 09-08-2010 - 8:15am

So the last couple weeks in therapy and I've been having to work on my forgiving myself - I feel like I have failed on so many levels and the truth is - while that is partially true - I have failed, that I have also made the choice to stop the behaviors that were causing my choices that led to failure, AND removed the influences (ie, my A, unhealthy relationship with H, etc.) so that I could move forward.

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Registered: 01-23-2010
Wed, 09-08-2010 - 9:54am
This makes perfect sense. I have been able to use this awful disgusting thing that I did to propel me into fixing myself in order to NEVER go into A land again. You sound like you are in a good place. I know that for me I am finally an emotionally