Im back!! bad, bad, bad month! *poss tri
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| Tue, 03-01-2005 - 12:23pm |
Hello everyone! missed u all! ive been gone for awhile because i havent been doing to well. im still trying to get correct cocktail and failing miserably. My doc is great, but i know i must be driving HER nuts LOL! i couldnt talk on the phone,get on my computer or get out of bed. The pain of my endometriosis has been really really bad which lead to my depression. at one point i wanted to just die..
been having terrible nightmares about fighting or being hit on or arguing or being nude! ive even woke up punching my bedside lamp. my DH has to wake me up when i get too wild cause on several occassions i have even punched him in my sleep or im crying hystericaly. I havent been sleeping too well even with the meds im taking which usually knock me right out. i think its because of the pain and agitation im going thru trying to adjust to new dosage.
i wanted to talk to you guys so much, i just couldnt get the energy to get to my computer. i was sending u all positive thoughts.
today is a good day. i snowed here in new jersey and i love the snow, its just so beautiful white and pure.
do any of you guys have really bad nightmares? this is a first for me.

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Sorry you're feeling so bad.
am so sorry i was such a baby! i was home alone with no one to talk to and i let the old feelings come back. i see a psychotherapist tomorrow none to soon. i missed you guys and i guess i wanted to be welcomed back with open arms! you know i care about all my sisters and i know we all have our own problems i just forgot myself for a bit. i am really sorry, it was very selfish of me! i am doing better, i took a valium and went to sleep. thank you so much for being so understanding. thank you for responding too!
valerie
Don't be sorry.
Valerie,
Sorry you've been dealing with so much pain--it can really do a number on our heads and our bodies.
What the hell is wrong with me?
Uh, BP?
Hi Valerie....*hugs*
I have been unable to post much lately being in a depression myself, and I also don't come online until after midnight, so I'm not here when everyone else is...during the day OR the evening.
I too have been having weird dreams lately. Can't really suggest anything because I haven't figured it out myself.
Just wanted to let you know I'm here, I've BTDT and sending *hugs*
Amanda