A little seperation is good....
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| Fri, 09-10-2010 - 4:03pm |
I have determined that a little seperation is good...I think.
I saw AP on Tuesday, it was lovely...but quick. Talk via text (although we are not supposed to be) and IM/phone has been normal Wed, Thurs and today. Typically, I would also see him Thursday but honestly, something within me just wasn't into it. I was exhausted and my back has been killing me (that may be AP's fault..lol) but anyways...I told him I couldnt see him. Then last night when I would normally be at the "gym" lol H asked me to go grocery shopping. I did and was gone for an hour and could have totally seen him. Argh!! He was okay with it and we made plans to see each other tonight....which would be a first for a Friday. He goes home on Sat to his W and I figured that would be too soon (seeing me tonight than W Sat) and he said no way. So....I was all excited about tonight (even though getting away from H is a bit harder) and now AP can't because his schedule is behind and seeing me would be like literally midnight and NO WAY IN HELL to explain being out at that hour. So....he was like "Ill see you next week right?" and my answer of course is "Yes" Im kicking myself for not seeing him last night but a little change to our

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