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| Sun, 09-12-2010 - 3:08pm |
So after 2+ months of not seeing each other, a lot of ups and downs with him telling me he needed time to deal with issues at home, cancellation of trips that would have put him in my town and me telling him things were over, on Friday he sent a text saying he was on his way. I asked on his way where and he said to see me. I was so happy but stressed at the same time. Even though I do pretty much what I want, I still have to be careful with H and he is home on Friday and Saturday so getting out sometimes is tough. I knew he wouldn't be here until late late at night so the best chance would be in the early morning. I had events and stuff I had to do with the kids so I knew our time would be very limited at best but was willing to try and find a way. I told him that I could be at the motel around 5:30am and when he got to town he sent me a text of what room he was in and that he had left a key outside behind a trash can so I could just go in. Having not seen him in so long and because of the stress that we had been through, I was a little nervous in seeing him, not knowing how things would go.
I figured he would be asleep when I got there and I would wake him up but when I walked into the room, he was awake, getting ready to send me a text wondering where I was and when I saw his smile, everything was ok. We had 3 1/2 hours and it was so incredible. We talked about everything that had happened and being able to see his face and hear his voice put me to rest that the squirrels had been having a party for too long and that I was worried for nothing. Just being able to have him hold me and hear him say it was ok helped calm my stress. Nothing had changed on either side and his needing time wasn't needing time away from me, (which I figured out a while ago because he kept texting me as much or more than he normally did, he just needed time to let the phone bill cool so to avoid d-day and he had issues he was dealing with but really needed me to support him).
I am so happy today, I did get to see him again before he left town this morning for a little while more and I know that it may be a while before we see each other again but I also know how he feels and that nothing has changed and that the love we had is actually deeper now.
Edited 9/13/2010 9:10 am ET by daisy.girl911

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