I'm Back

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Registered: 03-26-2010
I'm Back
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Fri, 09-17-2010 - 8:07pm

I didn't end things.

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Registered: 03-29-2010
In reply to: janejosie
Fri, 09-17-2010 - 8:54pm

Hey some people are texters some people are not LOL! I'm one of the "not". We have to stick up for each other. :-P

Ummm... I want to say "welcome back"?? But then I feel bad like I'm part of your "A" world tempting you back here LOL. Hey, here's a (((HUG))). I'm glad he's acting better and maybe being what you'd like. BTW I had to laugh out loud at what you did to cover up the de-friending thing. That was classic. :-)

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Registered: 05-03-2010
In reply to: janejosie
Sat, 09-18-2010 - 12:55am

I know I shouldn't encourage you, but welcome back :).

anotherseyes

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Registered: 04-28-2010
In reply to: janejosie
Sat, 09-18-2010 - 9:41am

Welcome back Jane! I'm glad you are in a better place with AP. You "sound" good. He sure is making an effort and that has to feel good. Maybe this break made him realize how important you are to him and that he wants you in his life as a friend or more. It is hard when we want more and they can't give that to us,not because they don;t want to, but because of the guilt.

I totally relate to what you said about being sated. I feel the same way when AP and I have had a lot of contact during the week.This week I am missing him. He has been out because of his Mom's death last weekend. On Monday, I got a nice hug from him-I was surprised, but it was so nice. This makes it even harder not having any contact this week. Next week his new job starts and I know you can relate to that. I am hoping he'll want to make it work and not use it as a way to end things.

Looking forward to your posts!

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Registered: 03-26-2010
In reply to: janejosie
Sun, 09-19-2010 - 1:55am

Thanks, ladies!



I won't pretend that I am completely happy, because there are still things about doing that that are just confusing and wrong for me, but I guess that comes with the territory, eh?



Lexi-Haha!

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Registered: 09-16-2010
In reply to: janejosie
Mon, 09-20-2010 - 7:56am
Hi...
I was on here a while back under a different name, moved over to EAS, and now back here again....only wondering/dreading ever going back to EAS. I'm with you when as you speak of wanting more and him pulling back...yes!--I have that too..lol. What you said about letting somebody have that power over you is so true...and it makes me feel so pathetic at times. Sometimes wanting more is so emotionally draining. At the the beginning of our relationship (before dday) we were very close and were building something wonderful...since we reconnected it just hasn't been the same and there is such a thick wall between us that I'm afraid he will never break down. Well, I just don't understand why I put myself through this and let this rollercoaster take over my life...but like most of us we do.... As of late, I think my AP is pulling away again and Im afraid of what is to come soon...
Well, welcome back and I wish you happiness...hope to hear more..