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Feeling so happy w him
| Sat, 09-18-2010 - 4:21pm |
I don't know what it is about him. He makes me so happy like a teenager all over again lol. I saw ap last night. Kinda easier to see him since dh knows he's a close family friend so he didn't think anything of me going to see him. Actually I was taking a dog to him that he adopted from one of my friends. It was cute
Because ap looked at me and said he was our adoptive son :) so cute. Of course I couldn't stay long. An hour at the most. We had our fun but it's always so hard to leave him. :( he has a girl he's been talking to. Crazy because they are always arguing and he's always saying how crazy she is and how I don't compare to her and how I'm first. Which i know I am. He's always there for me always answers my text and calls even when he's with her. So makes me think he doesn't care what happens with her. Which in my book is fine lol (that's me being possessive) but anywho... It's just so surreal to have someone understand u in everyway u know. He was very sick for 2 weeks. I went to visit.. Take him a care package and just stay with him. He seemed so happy and I was happy to be with him. He thanked me and we just hugged in bed for hours. It was sooo nice. I really do not want this to end. We have our little saying "ride or die" he said he wants to show me what it's like to have someone there for me like that. Ride or die thru anything . I don't even know why I wrote all this. Guess I just had to tell someone anyone. Noone knows about our a besides eachother and his best friend. Which I vent to sometimes and doesn't mind. He has more questions then anything lol. But is anyone else just so deeply in love with their ap? Don't get me wrong I love my dh but it's different type of love for both. I just know ap makes me so happy
Because ap looked at me and said he was our adoptive son :) so cute. Of course I couldn't stay long. An hour at the most. We had our fun but it's always so hard to leave him. :( he has a girl he's been talking to. Crazy because they are always arguing and he's always saying how crazy she is and how I don't compare to her and how I'm first. Which i know I am. He's always there for me always answers my text and calls even when he's with her. So makes me think he doesn't care what happens with her. Which in my book is fine lol (that's me being possessive) but anywho... It's just so surreal to have someone understand u in everyway u know. He was very sick for 2 weeks. I went to visit.. Take him a care package and just stay with him. He seemed so happy and I was happy to be with him. He thanked me and we just hugged in bed for hours. It was sooo nice. I really do not want this to end. We have our little saying "ride or die" he said he wants to show me what it's like to have someone there for me like that. Ride or die thru anything . I don't even know why I wrote all this. Guess I just had to tell someone anyone. Noone knows about our a besides eachother and his best friend. Which I vent to sometimes and doesn't mind. He has more questions then anything lol. But is anyone else just so deeply in love with their ap? Don't get me wrong I love my dh but it's different type of love for both. I just know ap makes me so happy

Yeah, lots of people here are so in love with their ap. Do you have any plans for the future princess - plans of leaving your h, or are you just taking it a day at a time and enjoying it while it lasts?
BTW - you must really love him to hug him in bed when he was sick for two weeks! I'm not sure I'd even enter a room of someone sick with something that bad LOL.
You've got a lot of choices. If getting out of bed in the morning is a chore and you're not smiling on a regular basis, try another choice. ~Steven D. Woodhull
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Hi Fairy,
Crazy how I was thinking to myself this weekend "damn I think I'm in love with AP". I have this overwhelming affection for him. When I see him I want to hug, kiss & comfort him. He's sweet to me, very respectful and usually always available when I need him. I'm happy with him for the most part but sometimes my guilt gets the best of me because my H is a great man also.
Much peace & Love,
Rayne
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