Feeling so happy w him

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Feeling so happy w him
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Sat, 09-18-2010 - 4:21pm
I don't know what it is about him. He makes me so happy like a teenager all over again lol. I saw ap last night. Kinda easier to see him since dh knows he's a close family friend so he didn't think anything of me going to see him. Actually I was taking a dog to him that he adopted from one of my friends. It was cute
Because ap looked at me and said he was our adoptive son :) so cute. Of course I couldn't stay long. An hour at the most. We had our fun but it's always so hard to leave him. :( he has a girl he's been talking to. Crazy because they are always arguing and he's always saying how crazy she is and how I don't compare to her and how I'm first. Which i know I am. He's always there for me always answers my text and calls even when he's with her. So makes me think he doesn't care what happens with her. Which in my book is fine lol (that's me being possessive) but anywho... It's just so surreal to have someone understand u in everyway u know. He was very sick for 2 weeks. I went to visit.. Take him a care package and just stay with him. He seemed so happy and I was happy to be with him. He thanked me and we just hugged in bed for hours. It was sooo nice. I really do not want this to end. We have our little saying "ride or die" he said he wants to show me what it's like to have someone there for me like that. Ride or die thru anything . I don't even know why I wrote all this. Guess I just had to tell someone anyone. Noone knows about our a besides eachother and his best friend. Which I vent to sometimes and doesn't mind. He has more questions then anything lol. But is anyone else just so deeply in love with their ap? Don't get me wrong I love my dh but it's different type of love for both. I just know ap makes me so happy
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Sat, 09-18-2010 - 5:23pm
I know exactly what you mean. My AP and I have been together for years and have been through so much together. We have broken up, gotten together, I have dealt with his moving onto another woman while we were broken up, we have dealt with a
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Mon, 09-20-2010 - 8:12am

Yeah, lots of people here are so in love with their ap. Do you have any plans for the future princess - plans of leaving your h, or are you just taking it a day at a time and enjoying it while it lasts?

BTW - you must really love him to hug him in bed when he was sick for two weeks! I'm not sure I'd even enter a room of someone sick with something that bad LOL.

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Mon, 09-20-2010 - 3:24pm

Hi Fairy,



Crazy how I was thinking to myself this weekend "damn I think I'm in love with AP". I have this overwhelming affection for him. When I see him I want to hug, kiss & comfort him. He's sweet to me, very respectful and usually always available when I need him. I'm happy with him for the most part but sometimes my guilt gets the best of me because my H is a great man also.

 


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Tue, 09-21-2010 - 9:55am
Definitely in love with AP.
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Tue, 09-21-2010 - 8:13pm
Crazy. Well yeah I usually stay away from sick people but I just felt the need to do what I could. He had his arms around me and say things like oh that makes me feel better and sweet things you know. We spent hrs just sleeping or me just in his arms. It was amazing :) we have since adopted a dog :) lol a six month blue nose pit. Sweetest dog. He calls him our son :) he made me a playlist of songs that remind him of me. Cheesy i know but ugh so sweet. Honestly I don't know what the future holds. He says he wants to be in my life always. Even of we aren't in a relationship we have that bond where whatever happens I want him on my life as a friend of not more. I do wish we could be together as a "real" couple. Not have to hide. But for right now just enjoying every minute.. Taking it day by day. I just can't stop thinking of him or thinking of us. It's like a dream. Someone who understands me so well and always there for me no matter what. Ughhh I love that man.