why has to be up and down......
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why has to be up and down......
| Mon, 09-20-2010 - 11:07pm |
Saw AP #1 yesterday for our normal family BBQ. he was really nice & kept texting me, giving sultry looks & kept giving his normal attention.... its been a few weeks since he been like that with me, he's been distant. So today 1st thing he calls & asks to meet for lunch. we had great lunch. talked and talked and he kept giving me soft little kisses on my cheek and hugging me close,very attentive. i felt bad about my meet up w/ AP #2. but i didnt tell #1 about friday night. he said he been having problems at home w/ his W and his business. he said things were better at work & he was just gonna focus on his kids, work & us, that she wasnt going to change. i felt even worse. he said she is going on out of town wednesday till monday. he said this week was "our" week, he was gonna schedule all kinds of stuff for us. which is why he wanted to have lunch to start the week off with me and end it with me. tomorrow is going to work and get things ready for the kids for the week since she wont be there to help. we have dinner wednesday w/ our family & his family (minus the W), then he is taking the kids to the sitter, i am taking my kids home, and we both getting dressed and meet at bar for drinks. thursday he is coming to my place and i am going to cook for both our families. then friday he wants to go to dinner and wine bar, then to our hotel. i am excited! but dang, i feel so bad about AP#2. why does it have to be up/down so much?

I think you feel bad because AP# 1 is making more of an effort to spend time with
Much peace & Love,
Rayne
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