Finally saw EAP
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| Wed, 09-22-2010 - 9:25am |
Quick background for those of us who cant keep track of our own lives, let alone other's lives! LOL
Long time friend and I were in a very brief PA with each other. AP realized he cant deal with that. Over the past year we've become EAP. He travels a lot for a living. Calls, skypes, email, text when he's not home. He only lives 10 minutes from me.. but is too scared to see me. Anyhow I havent seen him since last January. This past weekend I finally saw him. Without too much detail it was in a very crowded, public place. But one of my best girlfriends (who knows all about him) got to meet him too. I even met his friends. Of course I was introduced as his college buddy.
But it was so good just to see him. He texted me that night and told me he was happy he got to see me too.
but damn.. he is a good looking guy! LOL
so question: Think he'll eventually break down and start things up again? I hope he will, but have accepted that if this is as much as he can give me, then I'll take it.

You've got a lot of choices. If getting out of bed in the morning is a chore and you're not smiling on a regular basis, try another choice. ~Steven D. Woodhull
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I'm glad you got to see AP. It would be hard for me to do that and not want to tackle him with a big hug & kiss upon seeing him but I guess when in a public place...what else can you do =). You are very strong, wishing you all the best with EAP.
Much peace & Love,
Rayne
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So funny you said that about tackling him. When he gave me a hug and kiss hello, I had a hard time making myself let go! LOL We were in a VERY public place (and in front of all his friends), so I had to act as if we were just college buddies.
and Lexi. I only "put up" with this situation because I've been crazy about the guy for so long. It's nuts what I put up with. This is the craziest relationship I've ever been involved with!