Feeling pretty good...

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Registered: 08-19-2010
Feeling pretty good...
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Wed, 09-22-2010 - 2:39pm

I'm having a fairly good day today. Maybe the meds are kicking in..lol...but AP and I didnt see each other last night as planned. After the last time and him not performing yet us just laying together, I opted for the chase and I got it. I cancelled on him saying I had plans. He grilled me a bit on my plans (even though I had none) and sent me multiple messages how he misses me, wants to see me bad and has been thinking about our last time together and how he hopes I know this is not just all about sex for him. We have made plans to see each other tonight so my hopes are to escape to the "gym" for an hour and kiss on my guy and enjoy each others company.



Now onto the "other" guy I posted about a few days ago...I had met in the tattoo shop, he is married also, kids, problems with wife (big problems) but he is seeking more so a friend to do stuff with. He is hesitant on the physical part which could be perfect but I know I was warned (rightfully so) the other day how hard this could be to manage. This new guy has been emailing me like mad, seems a little bit "too" into me for being so soon but he is sooooo sweet. He wants to meet for lunch tomorrow. It would be our first encounter since meeting during the tattoo. I didnt tell tattoo guy about AP. I guess I need to really see where his head is, what he is expecting and needing out of a new friend.



But overall, back to my first thought - I am happy today. The sun is shining. I feel a small bit at peace.

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Registered: 03-30-2010
Wed, 09-22-2010 - 3:15pm
I'm glad your feeling good today Caliorbust and hope you always feel that way.

 


Much peace & Love,


Rayne


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Registered: 09-09-2010
Fri, 09-24-2010 - 7:56am

Sounds intriguing :)