I'm Still Standing

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Registered: 08-23-2003
I'm Still Standing
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Thu, 03-10-2005 - 5:04pm

Just wanted to drop a quick note to let those of you that know me that I am okay and still alive and kicking. I miss my kids something fierce but am in hopes of seeing them soon. Please keep praying for me as it's the only thing I have right now.....faith.

Love you all.

~Teri~

The Worlds A Roller Coaster

And I Am Not Strapped In

Maybe I Should Hold With Care

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Registered: 09-01-2004
Thu, 03-10-2005 - 5:19pm

(((((Teri))))),


I know you are a survivor and will come through this okay, if possibly a little battle scarred.

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Registered: 07-24-2003
Thu, 03-10-2005 - 11:01pm

Teri~

I can't even imagine the "really hot place that starts with H" you are going through right now. My heart goes out to you and to your kids. It is horrible when they get dragged into these types of messes - I wish I knew someone who could "bump" into your ex in a dark alley somewhere.

You are SUCH a very strong person and even though you have already been through SO MUCH already I know you have the reserves deep down inside to get you through this. If you every need anything, please do not hesitate to ask. There are many of us here that you gave such warm and wonderful advice and help to while you were able. Now that you are the one needing the help, don't hesitate to ask. I just wish I could wave my magic wand and make this whole mess over for you.

Take care!!!!
Tracey

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Registered: 03-25-2003
Fri, 03-11-2005 - 8:26am

Teri...honey...I'm SO praying for you...everything is going to work out, I promise...it has to.

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Registered: 01-06-2005
Sat, 03-12-2005 - 11:26am

(((((((BIG HUGS AND BIG KISSES))))))

im pulling for you and praying for you girl. im putting the white light around you so that nothing can upset you and for you protection. may you and your family be blessed and reunited in love.

valerie

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Registered: 08-23-2003
Sat, 03-12-2005 - 1:55pm

Thanks everyone, it means alot to me to know that I have your support right now. I have very few friends and even less people who truly understand the pain that we experience through bipolar disorder. Knowing I have you makes it a little bit easier to cope.

Things are still EXTREMELY rough for me, but my dad gave me a good piece of advice and although it was hard to follow it, I did and things have seemed to look up a little bit. However every day I still wake up afraid and I still wake up in alot of emotional pain. It hits me the second I open my eyes and stays with me until the moment I fall into sleep.

I have always prayed alot, but I have now gotten to a point in my life where I find myself praying so many times through out the day that to some it might even seem a little bit ridiculous. But to me it seems the only option I have. I have been angry with God for several years for many different reasons but I always stayed with him....until I was dx'ed bp. Then I went far away.....then dh and I split and I got even angier and got even farther......now I know that THAT was probably my biggest mistake. So I'm trying to let go of that anger and accept that I am who I am because I AM! and nothing more. And tomorrow I hope to attend mass at noon. I hope I can get there.

Anyways, thats it for now.

Love, Light and Blessings,

~Teri~

The Worlds A Roller Coaster

And I Am Not Strapped In

Maybe I Should Hold With Care

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Registered: 12-20-2004
Sat, 03-12-2005 - 6:25pm

Teri,


Of course my prayers are with you and they will stay there forever if needed.

Love,