OMG.....You have to hear what I did!

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Registered: 04-02-2003
OMG.....You have to hear what I did!
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Tue, 03-15-2005 - 4:05pm

Could trigger someone...proceed with caution

Okay, I've never had the sexual free feeling from bp. Until Saturday. I made a date with a guy I went to high school with, we're both 36. Well....I had a HUGE crush on him, wrote his name on my notebook from 7th grade until I found my high school sweetheart in 11th grade. He knew this, but apparently he forgot until he had been telling me things and I kept saying, yes, I know. I wasn't going to lie to him. Well we watched WVU lose at basketball and watched a movie, drank some bud light and then........OMG........then

I said "May I give you a kiss" he agreed and we shared the sexiest kiss EVER! He was visabily (sp) turned on (I looked down!) Well...he was kissing me back yall....I swear he was. Then all of a sudden he came from nowhere with "I'm NOT in the MOOD". I wasn't going to attack him sexually but hey we've known each other so long and it has been so long for me.....but I'm morally not like that. I wanted him that night. But I was shot down, thank God. Had he kept on I would HATE myself today (like the song, "I'm gonna hate myself in the morning but I'm gonna love you tonight" but it gets worse....

He hasn't phoned me. I knew he wasn't going to, but I also can't help that I'm a little aggressive. I wanted to kiss him so I did, but I asked and he agreed and now I'm all by myself yet again. I was depressed then I thought....hey....Over 25 years has passed since I fell for this guy, when I wrote him "love notes" he was short, really heavy and he wore thick glasses. Looks really I guess matter, but not really with me, it is what the person has to bring to the table, not what brings them there or their faces, rather actions that I'm attracted to anymore as I get older. LOL But I see my Saturday as an adventure, an adventure I've never taken. It has given me so much oomph. I have a skip in my step, I care about my appearance, simply because I had a dream come true. I kissed him! OMG. I do feel like that girl in the 7th grade. I just want to go back and whisper in my ear and tell myself how to handle him then.....wouldn't that be nice.

It doesn't take much to excite me.........but I can't get that kiss out of my mind.

Okay...I've taken enough of your time. I just wanted to share a happy story. It ended sadly, but it sure was fun getting there. =o) LOL

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Registered: 09-01-2004
Wed, 03-16-2005 - 2:23pm

Sweetie,


You've had a LONG dry spell without any REAL affection and this is somebody you have history with--makes perfect sense to me.

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Registered: 04-02-2003
Wed, 03-16-2005 - 3:30pm

Marci, I love you, you made me laugh so hard. I too think sex is the number after 5. LMAO!!!!!

We went out Saturday, he brought his dog, he left her treats on my kitchen counter. I waited and waited to call him because I didn't want to give the treats to my dog and then him show up wanting them. So I phoned Monday evening and left a message saying I had fun, hope I didn't do anything out of line (which I didn't, he kissed back) and his dog's treats were at my house. No call back. So.....oh well. It is his loss. My Mom said I was silly calling about the treats, (she doesn't know about the kiss and the words) but I used the treats as an excuse to leave a message.

I do feel like I'm 15 again. But....I win this time. He didn't want to have anything to do with me in school and I know he enjoyed himself so I win. =o)