I'm ready to knock heads off........

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Registered: 04-02-2003
I'm ready to knock heads off........
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Mon, 03-21-2005 - 3:41pm
I am so fed up with people who listen to self help books and think that they can help me! I'm sick, not stupid!!!!!!!!!! I'm about ready to walk across my office and jerk that stupid book on CD out of the system and burn it with my cigarette lighter. OMG!!!!! It is so *(&&^^ loud, I have earphones on and can't hear my music over that monotone speaker who is the best ever to hear my office mate talk. I need to listen to it. WHAT THE F___ EVER! I need out of here. I'm in NO MOOD for this stupidity today.
Angry and ready to rage.
Carla
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Registered: 07-24-2003
Mon, 03-21-2005 - 3:55pm

Carla:

Have you and your pdoc talked about the rage you experience? It seems like you frequently are triggered into a rage by something at work. Just an observation I had, and thought I would ask about. If not, you should. I have a lot of rage when my meds aren't correct.

Good luck!
Tracey

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Registered: 12-20-2004
Mon, 03-21-2005 - 4:42pm

Carla,


I'm sorry you're going through this.

Love,

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Registered: 04-02-2003
Tue, 03-22-2005 - 3:29pm

I have talked to my pdoc about my rage. I had a horrible moment on the way home. I was riding the bus and a young lady (20ish) was popping that plastic bubble wrap in my ear. Katy Bar the door.....I turned around and lost it. The area that I was riding in is notorious for guns, etc... I could have been killed! I didn't back down, so she just stopped, must have been the evil in my eyes. I know had we fought, I would have gotten a big whoopin'.

I have a call into pdoc's office. I'm a bit better today, but I do fill it building up in me big time again, but noises really trigger me and my office is sooooooooo loud. I hate loud noises, crowds, loud music, anything loud. I'll let yall know what he tells me when he phones.
Carla

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Registered: 10-23-2004
Tue, 03-22-2005 - 7:32pm

Carla,


I can *so* empathize with you.

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Registered: 04-02-2003
Fri, 03-25-2005 - 3:16pm
Thank you Morgaine, your words have helped. Tons!!!! Reading your post (symptoms, feelings, etc...) really hit home. Weird how we are all different, but some aspects are exactly the same.
Thank you again!
(((((HUGS)))))
Carla