Not doing well......MAJOR TRIGGERS
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Not doing well......MAJOR TRIGGERS
| Fri, 03-25-2005 - 11:20am |
I do not want to trigger anyone, so please be careful reading this!!!!
| Fri, 03-25-2005 - 11:20am |
I do not want to trigger anyone, so please be careful reading this!!!!
(((((Keli))))) I am so sorry. I know I've had a HUGE problem with keeping things that actually happened seperate from dreams. It scares the sh*t out of me. I wish I had the money to give you so you could see your family. I'm 36 and can barely make it from check to check. Actually I don't either. Some days I don't even eat.....until I'm about to die from hunger, it spreads my food out. Sad, but true.
I wish I could help. I'm here for you. I totally know what you are going through. I'm sending you tons and tons of cyber hugs to you.
(((((((((((((((((((((((((HUGS)))))))))))))))))))))))
Carla
Keli,
{{{{HUGS}}}}
I wish there was something I could say that would make it go away.
((((Keli))))
I hope I haven't give up my chance to speak up by being gone for so long. I hope this weekend is going better for you than the last few days have! I've been in depressive episodes where it seems like dreams and reality are one and I've done things, or wanted to do things, without realizing whether I was actually doing it or not. Some days it seems like I'm still in that fog. It's hard to recognize one day from the next because I don't always know what's really happening and what my mind's made up.
I was abused, too, as a child. Individual therapy, even if it seems like it's at the right time, isn't for everybody. But some cities have free groups through the local hospital, similar to AA and such, but not necessarily a 12-step program. Those groups can be really helpful! If you'd ever like to talk, I'm here. I know it's intensely personal, and you probably don't want to share with anybody, even yourself. From experience, the only way it's going to get better is to talk about it and deal with it. But the time has to be right. The first step is the hardest. Sometimes you have to force yourself to take that step, but once you're getting on your way, the momentum can sometimes carry you towards the goal -- gaining acceptance of yourself as you are now, in spite of and because of that huge life change.
I hope things are going better!! Please know that we're all here for you, in whatever way(s) you need. Please take care!
~Aislinn