Well, it is Sunday again (triggers)
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Well, it is Sunday again (triggers)
| Sun, 04-03-2005 - 6:50pm |
Last Sunday I was really down. Today I am just pissed off at everyone. Why is it that my kids ask me to do everything and dh can sit his butt on the couch? I feel like everyone just walks all over me. Yesterday my sister commented that she has never heard me stand up for myself to my kids (they were being bossy). So, I guess I let my kids run all over me. Great. That is a nice feeling, NOT. Guess I suck as a mother. Now my oldest shows me his mouth for his "loose" tooth. It looks more like it hurts because of a cavity. I am sure that will be my fault too, in ds and dh's eyes. I feel like I am just a huge failure. I asked my sister to run a bag to Goodwill for me, after we went for a walk, because I would not be able to get it out of my van once I put the bikes in. She said she didn't want to. Thanks for that. It is a drive through REALLY close to her house. She KNOWS I would have done it for her. Well, I just got the "Missiiiiy" comment from dh like I am being completely unreasonable. I am just going to go cry. I think the only the Geodon is doing now that dosage is upped is making me sleepy during the day. I so wish she had changed the AD, that has not worked in a really long time. But I have to wait a few more weeks for that. Ugh.


{{{{{{{Missy}}}}}}}
It sounds like the weight of the world is on your shoulders. Take heart. It sounds to me like not everything that you are given responsibility for is really your responsibility.
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Beth "Petrouchka"