Manic and bored (triggers?)
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| Mon, 04-04-2005 - 3:10am |
Here I am, the third night in a row I have had trouble sleeping. It can be so boring to be manic- nothing is on the tube but infomercials (I don't have cable), and I only have the computer to keep me busy. I guess that's better than nothing.
I don't know about the rest of you, but I dislike mania about as much as I do depression. I get very anxious, my mind disorganizes after awhile, and I stop being able to function. Right now, I can function during the day. Night always gets dicey though. It can be hard to occupy yourself when you can't find anything to do. At least my mind isn't disorganized, and I am not that anxious. (There is the little matter of missing a credit card payment though. That is sad, my credit is bad enough!)
I ramble, but I ask, does this ever happen to any of you?
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Beth "Petrouchka"
