Hi Keli, No I didn't see him nor did I speak to him. You all got me through the tough spot. Not exactly over the feelings. SUPER Depressed today! Not much else to say. Carla
I called. He said for me to come in and see him in May!!! I'm changing pdoc's. I just have to wait and see if my insurance will allow it. I have had trouble in the past changing doctors when it isn't time to do so. I hate the insurance I have, but at least I have it to cover the meds.
I so totally know what I need, a mood stablilizer just like we all discussed last week.
X is causing me all kinds of trouble. He wants things he has left behind and I want things he took and he won't give me my things, so I refuse to give his stuff back. I'm truly in a bad spot right now, emotionally, physically, financially, you name it!
When I put myself first I just have a pity party, I have no idea what I want in a year, where I want to be, nothing. I can't imagine my life past today. Sad, but true.
Thanks for trying to help. I really am very depressed today. I'm getting ready to go home for the evening. I need to find a way to get gas so I can mow my lawn, since I don't drive and it is a mile to the gas station who knows when I'll get it.
Oh well......yet another day of my embedded misery. Carla
I would make contacting your insurance a priority to find a new pdoc. In the meantime, call BACK to your current pdoc's office and make it VERY clear that this is urgent for them to see you.
As for your ex - in most states it is against the law for you to hold his property because he won't return some of yours. If he wanted to, he could either have a friendly police officer escort him to your home to retrieve his items, or he could sue you for the value. You aren't without justice though, you can give him his items back and then do the same to him. Personally, unless it was something COMPLETELY irreplaceable, I would give him back his things, and cut my losses (along with him out of your life). No matter WHAT meds you are on, you are NOT going to get better while you continue to have any type of relationship with him whatsoever. The only contact you should allow between the two of you is NO Contact.
The only way you are going to get better, and out of the misery you are feeling, is for you to take control of your health. You can't be passive about this. You need to stand up for yourself and MAKE things happen.
No I didn't see him nor did I speak to him. You all got me through the tough spot. Not exactly over the feelings. SUPER Depressed today! Not much else to say.
Carla
Carla,
You KNOW that you aren't going to get any better if you don't call your pdoc...I KNOW you know this!
I called. He said for me to come in and see him in May!!! I'm changing pdoc's. I just have to wait and see if my insurance will allow it. I have had trouble in the past changing doctors when it isn't time to do so. I hate the insurance I have, but at least I have it to cover the meds.
I so totally know what I need, a mood stablilizer just like we all discussed last week.
X is causing me all kinds of trouble. He wants things he has left behind and I want things he took and he won't give me my things, so I refuse to give his stuff back. I'm truly in a bad spot right now, emotionally, physically, financially, you name it!
When I put myself first I just have a pity party, I have no idea what I want in a year, where I want to be, nothing. I can't imagine my life past today. Sad, but true.
Thanks for trying to help. I really am very depressed today. I'm getting ready to go home for the evening. I need to find a way to get gas so I can mow my lawn, since I don't drive and it is a mile to the gas station who knows when I'll get it.
Oh well......yet another day of my embedded misery.
Carla
Carla:
I would make contacting your insurance a priority to find a new pdoc. In the meantime, call BACK to your current pdoc's office and make it VERY clear that this is urgent for them to see you.
As for your ex - in most states it is against the law for you to hold his property because he won't return some of yours. If he wanted to, he could either have a friendly police officer escort him to your home to retrieve his items, or he could sue you for the value. You aren't without justice though, you can give him his items back and then do the same to him. Personally, unless it was something COMPLETELY irreplaceable, I would give him back his things, and cut my losses (along with him out of your life). No matter WHAT meds you are on, you are NOT going to get better while you continue to have any type of relationship with him whatsoever. The only contact you should allow between the two of you is NO Contact.
The only way you are going to get better, and out of the misery you are feeling, is for you to take control of your health. You can't be passive about this. You need to stand up for yourself and MAKE things happen.
Good luck
Tracey
Carla,