Ready to fly *triggers*

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Ready to fly *triggers*
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Fri, 04-08-2005 - 2:30pm

I think I'm going hypomanic....

So is the Trileptal working or not? I feel better but I think I'm creeping over the edge and ready to fly!

And I just think SI-ing is silly! I haven't since Monday.

Every several weeks this seems to happen...at least I'm not ultradian cycling.

I HAVE to stay away from the internet and buying stuff!

Positive thoughts and hugs to all!

Rowan




Edited 4/8/2005 2:35 pm ET ET by rowans_trek
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Fri, 04-08-2005 - 3:42pm

(((((Rowan)))))

I'm not sure what is going on but it sounds to me like it is working for you!! It may feel bad now, but it'll wear off I'm sure. YEAH!!
I took trileptal and I totally went off the deep end. I was paranoid and evil. Truly. I scared myself everyday. I am so glad it isn't bothering you and it is working.
HUGS!
Carla

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Mon, 04-11-2005 - 10:22am

Well, I crashed....I slept 38 hours of 48 this weekend. I am so down, and its hard to move.

I managed to get to work, but late, again. I'm here but I don't think they'll get much outa me.

Hugs everyone.

Rowan

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Registered: 04-02-2003
Mon, 04-11-2005 - 11:34am
Me too!!! Ditto on it all. I just got to work, 2.5 hours late! Draggin' butt and really don't care. My boss just told us our numbers are down so that means nose to the grindstone and I really do not have the energy or the want to do it.
I wish the best to you honey!
(((((HUGS)))))
Carla
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Registered: 01-06-2005
Tue, 04-12-2005 - 8:07pm

BTDT honey chile!! i finally had to pass over ALL my credit cards to DH. he paid them all off and i jacked them up again within a week :( me and hypermania are good buddies and my vice is shopping too. couldnt shop so i went on a cleaning spree, (DH was quite happy bout that) the problem was trying to stop. quick question what is SI-ing? i've heard it several times in the posts today and was curious as to what it meant.

i started lithium last week or so and i was flying too. then of course the big crash happened.

i hope the meds start helping soon. you are not alone....believe me! LOL

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Wed, 04-13-2005 - 10:49am

Thanks much!

SI-ing is Self Injury - cutting or burning or otherwise hurting yourself.

I'm still down but not quite so much. The house is a disaster, but I don't have enough energy to clean - and the meds make me sleepy besides....

Rowan