How is everyone feeling today?.....

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How is everyone feeling today?.....
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Mon, 04-18-2005 - 11:22am
Hopefully everyone is doing OK today.
 
 
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Registered: 01-06-2005
Mon, 04-18-2005 - 4:26pm

Hello, valerie here.not doing too good today. very depressed and thinking dark thoughts. all my girlfriends are having man problems and im the one ALL of my girlfreinds come to. I usually consider it a privilage to be someone that they can lean on. but today its just a burden. its too the point im not even answering my phone.

its not just them, its the usual bummer that comes from no where. ive gained 5 pounds just after i lost them and i don't know if its because of the lithium or not. i diet, exercise, do all of the things your supposed to do and i just cant lose anymore wieght. i feel like a friggin blimp.

my endometriosis abdominal pain and bloating has been very bad the last few days, i can't fit any of my clothes....i can go on and on. i just want do die, im fat and ugly im never gonna get better, all this is just a waste of time.

sorry, didnt mean to go on and on. i havent spoke to anyone all day, i wont answer the phone, not even for DH. i guess i better call him cause usually if i dont pick up the phone DH leaves his job to check on me and i dont want to get him in any trouble.

thanks for asking, hate to be a kill joy. im just ranting i guess. im just so tired of being me.

valerie