not doing too well.....trig

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Registered: 01-06-2005
not doing too well.....trig
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Mon, 05-02-2005 - 12:45pm

for the last 2 days been suicidal. went on a screaming rampage yesterday and scared the living crap out of DH. (he just got home from business trip) i feel like i just want to die. cant find a reason to live. when i look in the mirror i cant stand who i see. i feel no one on the board likes me anymore and i have no where else to go. endo pain is excruciating and im out of pain meds. i cant take much more im tired of all this im tired of the meds im tired of people tired of living i just want to lay down and never wake up i cant find a reason to be here im a burden to everybody and i hate who i am. ive even started drinking again. some please talk to me i feel so alone

valerie

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Registered: 03-25-2003
Mon, 05-02-2005 - 1:31pm

Hi Valerie...i'm sorry you feel so bad right now...but we all like you here!

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Registered: 01-06-2005
Mon, 05-02-2005 - 2:05pm

I cant do this anymore i dont have the strength its not worth it this pain, my BP i feel so alone im in so much pain im tired of everything my life what ever of it i have left im scared

valerie

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Registered: 03-25-2003
Mon, 05-02-2005 - 2:22pm

Valerie,


I want you to call your pdoc RIGHT NOW!

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Registered: 02-06-2004
Mon, 05-02-2005 - 11:48pm

Valerie,

I'm so sorry to hear you're feeling that bad. Let me tell you, I can empathize. (((((Great big hugs!))))) I hope you called pdoc or went to the hospital or something.

Let us know how you're doing!

Love,
Amanda

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