hello keli, im still fighting this awful depression. im not in pain anymore, i finally got my meds but still have sever bloating. i go to my gyn. today to make my case for hysterectomy, DH is coming with me. i don't know why i feel so all alone. i feel like im a burden to everyone im contemplating writing a poem called "Invisable Me" cause thats just how i feel. im just trying to get through the day, and the next, and the next. i see my tdoc tomorrow. i plan on letting it all out. i hope his ears are ready.
(((((((((((((((keli))))))))))))))))) i know you are still adjusting to the stability, and everyone else is struggling so that i haven't posted about my stuff in a while. i've been back on the roller coaster for a couple of weeks now and am not doing too hot. i met w/ tdoc yesterday and will again tomorrow but i'm to a point where i just don't see how it can help. my life right now seems like one big question mark saying why bother? so, this is why i haven't been posting. i don't want to bring anyone further down than they already are, or even rock the stability boat for those fortunate enough to be on it.
hello keli, im still fighting this awful depression. im not in pain anymore, i finally got my meds but still have sever bloating. i go to my gyn. today to make my case for hysterectomy, DH is coming with me. i don't know why i feel so all alone. i feel like im a burden to everyone im contemplating writing a poem called "Invisable Me" cause thats just how i feel. im just trying to get through the day, and the next, and the next. i see my tdoc tomorrow. i plan on letting it all out. i hope his ears are ready.
thanks for asking,
valerie
(((((everyone)))))
boy am i sorry to hear so many people having a hard time.
******Triggers******
(((((((((((((((keli))))))))))))))))) i know you are still adjusting to the stability, and everyone else is struggling so that i haven't posted about my stuff in a while. i've been back on the roller coaster for a couple of weeks now and am not doing too hot. i met w/ tdoc yesterday and will again tomorrow but i'm to a point where i just don't see how it can help. my life right now seems like one big question mark saying why bother? so, this is why i haven't been posting. i don't want to bring anyone further down than they already are, or even rock the stability boat for those fortunate enough to be on it.
hugs
traci