*sigh* I feel like crap.....*poss trig*
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| Wed, 05-11-2005 - 8:36pm |
Okay I should be happy. I have a tendancy to lash out at my husband because he is the only one here. Well today...I messed things up with my mom and she is mad at me, i am messing up on my school work because of this. My husband came home before his music gig at the Hard Rock. I was mad because I couldn't go. So I started to call him names, and hid his keys...so now I got to stay up to 1 am until he gets home.
Then I got mad because I thought he was leaving later, but everyone says no he didn't. So he says whats your problem you always mix up times. You hear things that you want to hear. So that started another whole arguement. We argued the whole 1 hr he was home from work.
I mean he says I been really mean, he tapes records its because sometimes I don't remember. Now I am crying because I am really supportive of his band, and I gave him doo doo before he left. I feel horrible. *sigh*
Melissa


Honey, don't beat yourself up. My xdh was like that, but you just wanted to spend time with him. It's okay. I'm sure things worked out when he got home, if not, just pick yourself up, dust yourself off and learn from what happened. BP sucks and we do tend to lash out. It will be okay. I'm sure he and your Mom realize it wasn't intentional on your part. Hang in there!
Carla