just talked to tdoc-triggers

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Registered: 11-18-2003
just talked to tdoc-triggers
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Sat, 05-14-2005 - 10:00am

well, tdoc was unable to reach pdoc yesterday, but promised she will try again monday. she seems fairly convinced that pdoc can get insurance to approve more visits. i still have my doubts though. after talking to ins. co. personally yesterday, they didn't sound like they would be willing to budge at all saying that it wasnt them but the employer's package that is offered. which, if that's the case i think my employer needs his head examined because i personally cant understand why he'd want to risk having someone who has bp and is unstable driving a bus full of kids to and from school 5 days a week. but where would we be without red tape?


i am going to call pdoc monday morning and see what, if anything, can be done with my meds to help bring me out of this hole. we've gone back and forth so many times with the seroquel i'm starting to doubt its effectiveness. my paranoia is back and my rage is breaking through. haven't been able to eat in a couple of days, unless you count rolaids and propel water. tdoc's not happy at all about that one but i cant help it. i'm forcing myself to work because i cant afford to miss anymore days. my poor kids on the bus cant win for losing as i'm always snapping at them - very out of character for me. tdoc even mentioned the other day that the job offer is getting closer to happening and that didn't even cheer me up.


the si is back in a big way but with only 2 visits remaining, i don't see the point in telling tdoc as there's really nothing she can do now. i'm trying to fight the impulses because of my kids mainly, but they are there and strong. i am so lost right now i dont know where to turn. i'm sorry to go on like this but i've got to get my thoughts out. thanks for listening.


traci

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Registered: 03-26-2003
Sat, 05-14-2005 - 10:13am

{{{{{{{{{{{{Traci}}}}}}}}}}}


I'm so sorry you are going through such a hard time. I don't understand insurance companies and their thought process either, they never make any sense. I hope that you'll be able to get more visits approved.

Hugs & Positive Thoughts Always,