Another med change...BuSpar?

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Registered: 04-02-2003
Another med change...BuSpar?
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Mon, 05-23-2005 - 12:54pm

POSSIBLE TRIGGERS

Okay, went into a huge attack over the weekend. Saw xdh, anyway pdoc called in Vistaril and I hit the roof, so they called in BuSpar, I have the generic Buspirone HCL 15mg. Half of this pill is ALL I need, but I feel panicky taking it. GEEZ.....here we go yet again yall.

Not sure if this med is making me sick or not. I know I feel loopy as all he** breakin' loose. WHEW~ not likin it, but wish I were home to enjoy this "legal buzz". I really want to close my eyes and sleep. I sort of feel mixed really. This is triggering a mixed episode.......all I need right now.

I AM SO OVER X! OMG...he truly showed his true colors and I remembered all the bad, all at once though. I really lost a lot of guilt and found a little of myself...oh I wish yall could have been there. =o) I could have used some hugs after he left. I fell apart then, no computer at home, that will change soon so I can have you all near me all the time.

Well....I know NOW why I'm feeling like I am. Aunt Flo should be here soon! My back is killing me! I have always had bad "visits" LOL

Today is the first day of the rest of my life and this time I'm enjoying the ride!!!!!
Carla

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Registered: 09-15-2004
Mon, 05-23-2005 - 1:07pm
Hi!
I've never heard of BuSpar but if it works can ya send me some? lol I'm on about 5 different meds and the only one that works for me is Xanax which puts me to sleep. My life is one big mixed episode all the time so I know how you feel about being mixed. Glad to see your feeling better now though! Keep pluggin' in there!
Jodie :)

Jodie

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Registered: 04-02-2003
Mon, 05-23-2005 - 1:28pm
LOL, if only it wasn't illegal....=o) I've not been on xanax. I've had a million and one combos and I'm not sure what this is, can't really understand what i'm reading, probably should be in bed. lol
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Registered: 09-21-2003
Mon, 05-23-2005 - 2:43pm

Carla --

I'm so proud of you! You sound "up" today. Fantastic! I hope you continue to feel better.

I hate Aunt Flo too -- UGH

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Registered: 04-02-2003
Mon, 05-23-2005 - 3:09pm
Cheri,
I still believe I can get over and stay over xdh, but I crashed bigger than life from the buspar. SO SLEEPY! Edgy, ERRRR. Or just Aunt Flo related. I hate bp and Flo today =o)! But xdh is the one thing I need to get over, and from this moment, this day, this breath, I'm enjoying myself. Took me almost 8 months, but closure is surreal! =o) I'm gonna have fun....cramps and all. =o)
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Registered: 01-06-2005
Mon, 05-23-2005 - 5:23pm

Thats rite Carla you go girl! you go! all men are good for are fixin thangs and making babies and we don't really need them for *that* these days either! lol

im glad you feel empowered i pray it lasts your whole life thru. you know you got my cyber hug whether your online or not!

As for AF that #@!&* hasent been seen since 2002! and good riddance!

i just want u to feel better and im sending you mucho cyber hugs!

valerie