Another med change...BuSpar?
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| Mon, 05-23-2005 - 12:54pm |
POSSIBLE TRIGGERS
Okay, went into a huge attack over the weekend. Saw xdh, anyway pdoc called in Vistaril and I hit the roof, so they called in BuSpar, I have the generic Buspirone HCL 15mg. Half of this pill is ALL I need, but I feel panicky taking it. GEEZ.....here we go yet again yall.
Not sure if this med is making me sick or not. I know I feel loopy as all he** breakin' loose. WHEW~ not likin it, but wish I were home to enjoy this "legal buzz". I really want to close my eyes and sleep. I sort of feel mixed really. This is triggering a mixed episode.......all I need right now.
I AM SO OVER X! OMG...he truly showed his true colors and I remembered all the bad, all at once though. I really lost a lot of guilt and found a little of myself...oh I wish yall could have been there. =o) I could have used some hugs after he left. I fell apart then, no computer at home, that will change soon so I can have you all near me all the time.
Well....I know NOW why I'm feeling like I am. Aunt Flo should be here soon! My back is killing me! I have always had bad "visits" LOL
Today is the first day of the rest of my life and this time I'm enjoying the ride!!!!!
Carla

I've never heard of BuSpar but if it works can ya send me some? lol I'm on about 5 different meds and the only one that works for me is Xanax which puts me to sleep. My life is one big mixed episode all the time so I know how you feel about being mixed. Glad to see your feeling better now though! Keep pluggin' in there!
Jodie :)
Jodie
Carla --
I'm so proud of you! You sound "up" today. Fantastic! I hope you continue to feel better.
I hate Aunt Flo too -- UGH
I still believe I can get over and stay over xdh, but I crashed bigger than life from the buspar. SO SLEEPY! Edgy, ERRRR. Or just Aunt Flo related. I hate bp and Flo today =o)! But xdh is the one thing I need to get over, and from this moment, this day, this breath, I'm enjoying myself. Took me almost 8 months, but closure is surreal! =o) I'm gonna have fun....cramps and all. =o)
Thats rite Carla you go girl! you go! all men are good for are fixin thangs and making babies and we don't really need them for *that* these days either! lol
im glad you feel empowered i pray it lasts your whole life thru. you know you got my cyber hug whether your online or not!
As for AF that #@!&* hasent been seen since 2002! and good riddance!
i just want u to feel better and im sending you mucho cyber hugs!
valerie