Been lurkin......*trig*

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Registered: 01-06-2005
Been lurkin......*trig*
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Wed, 06-01-2005 - 8:07am

Hi ladies, haven't been doing to well these last couple days. been very depressed and manic at the same time. I'm also a little anxious about upcoming surgery (next week on the 10th) and the paranoria is back in full force about no one liking me.

we're expecting DH brother and fiance this weekend so im nervous about that. i've been manic since sat. cleaning whole house for guests. (mind you, i've scrubed everything the week before)

i come on to post jokes because i promised myself that know matter how i feel, i made a committment to myself that i would give my ladies their daily joke.

i go for pre admission testing at 12:00 i hate to get on that *&%$ scale! (lithium) I just wanted to touch base with every one, i see alot of us arent doing to well. i'll say a prayer for you.

valerie

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Registered: 03-25-2003
Wed, 06-01-2005 - 11:04am

Hey Valerie!


I'm sorry you aren't doing very well.

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Registered: 01-06-2005
Wed, 06-01-2005 - 2:51pm

Hey Keli,long time no hear. just found out today my surgery is postponed and im mad and devasted. i can't even type anymore

valerie

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Registered: 10-23-2004
Wed, 06-01-2005 - 7:13pm

Oh no Valerie.

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Registered: 01-06-2005
Wed, 06-01-2005 - 7:30pm

No, i have to see another dr. in the practice, i basically have to start all over again. he will check out her notes, but you know they want to put in their own observations. i just hope it doesn't take long. i know everything happens for a reason so im hanging on to that adage, but when your BP everythings seem much darker than they really are. i've had a panic attack and an asthma attack today, been on crying jag and to top it all off, im in so much pain. i kind of used them liberally thinking that i was going to hospistal anyway when normaly i would have been more conservative with them. now i cant fill my script until the 15th and thats alot of pain filled days. to top it all off, we have relatives coming this weekend and i don't feel like being bothered. acting *normal* can be exhausting. my DH keeps asking me will i be okay about a thousand times today and i want to slap em'

still manic/depressed so that aint helping. i could go on and on........

thanks so much morgaine, your so caring, people should take a lesson from you!

valerie