Morgaine and Valerie
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| Thu, 06-09-2005 - 1:04pm |
I love you guys!!!!!! I needed the coping tools. I'll google the word and see what I can find after 5 today. Valerie....your humor gets me through some of the toughest times I've ever had to face. Do me a favor and NEVER apologize for that! Your both GREAT!! I've got to get another bat! *****An impotence spell would BE SO GREAT!*****
I think I know why I stayed and all. First because he is very handsome, way too charming and he lead me to believe the man I fell in love with was the "right" person, which it was but it was all a lie. I just need to move on but I can't date yet. I'm no where ready to do that. I'd probably duck for cover if a man went to put his arm around me. I jumped back when my brother went to give me a hug before he went on a trip. He knows why and he just shook his head. I have 3 older brothers and a best friend who is HUGE (muscle wise) and it has taken all I have to keep those 4 men from going to jail for beating the holy H out of him. I almost let my b/f do it, but Mom talked some sense into both of us. LOL, Mom saved us once again.
I really do want to see them out so I can just snicker under my breath or just flat out howl. He is so handsome and she just would be the picture poster of white trash, literally. Hooker material, and I don't mean the high dollar gals either. NASTY.
I have to realize that I didn't live the lie, (I did love him once) he lied to me and I can get past this. I felt so guilty when he left, what could I have done different. Not a thing. NOW he's got a woman who is completely opposite of me, doesn't work, doesn't clean, doesn't get beat on, doesn't get called a miserable B***h every 5 minutes (LITERALLY he called me that not daily, all the time!). I did right by him, I get the abuse, she gets him all calm and understanding. I know he will never hit her. He may yell, but he won't hit her. I have a reason for knowing this, don't hate me for not sharing. Lets just say the video really shed some light on him and HER.
Well my stomach thinks my throat has been cut....it's lunchtime.
I have to go get something and come back and read some jokes.
HUGS & HOPE!
Carla

Carla! you *sound* better thank God! Whatever reason you have to make you believe that he won't hit her, i respect that, but can i say one thing? Men like that *never* change and i'll leave it at that okay? i'll get back to ya later, feeling kinda down today, i think im crashing from my mania and i think its gonna be bad.
luv ya girl!
valerie
I'm so sorry to hear you are crashing. If there is ANYTHING I can do let me know.
Hugs & Hope!!!
Carla