taking the bitter with the sweet

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Registered: 11-18-2003
taking the bitter with the sweet
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Tue, 06-14-2005 - 10:48pm

i've been kind of lurking

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Fri, 06-17-2005 - 1:19am

Good to hear from you. Sorry things are crazy. You should jump inside my head right now hahahaha. I just wish I could convince pdoc of that. I still think that she doesn't believe that I'm bipolar!

Anyway I'm a scrambled mess. Just wanted to say Hi love ya.

Amanda

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Fri, 06-17-2005 - 6:01am

thanks ((((((amanda)))))) i'm sorry that you are continuing to struggle as well. for me, the school year is winding down - 1 more day of bus driving 'til august!! if i can get through it without hurting a kid i'm home free;) lol. seriously though, softball/baseball are both over so that's a load off, school is all but done for the year, so i can hopefully get back to concentrating (is this possible?) on my own school work. i decided to go year-round to get my credits faster.


15 yo dd thinks i should take a quarter off to preserve what's left of my sanity. i told her with the fraction that's left, it's not worth it;) rofl! it is something though that i have been considering. we'll see how the next quarter goes as it's too late to pull out of that. people think i've been pushing myself too hard. this is something that is not new for me, but i think since i found out i was bp i've been pushing that much harder to prove that bp does not define me, but is rather, just an illness. if i could just get my moods stable it'd be easier for me to believe, but until then i'll keep running at 100 mph trying to prove it - more to myself than anyone else. i don't know if all that makes sense, but that's just where i seem to be lately.


hang in there amanda and i'll do the same:)


hugs,


traci