Ugh! maybe trigs, i don't even know
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Ugh! maybe trigs, i don't even know
| Mon, 06-27-2005 - 12:24pm |
I feel so bad...I'm sick physically...some cold, or the flu, or bronchitis, or something...and I'm pmsing and I am depressed, and tired, and weak and I hate life right now.

(((((((((((((((keli)))))))))))))))))
just found this post, and i had already written to you on the other board a couple of minutes ago.
((((((((((((((((((((Keli))))))))))))))))))))))) If you hear nothing else, hear this:
YOU ARE NOT A FAILURE!!!!!!!!
Girl, you are one of the strongest people I know. I know you feel lousy, physically due to cold/flu. However, we have all made mistakes - it is how we grow. I know I don't always see it either, but it's true. Just because we've made mistakes does not by any stretch mean we have failed!
One example from my life: 16 years ago I had a child out of wedlock. I was terrified because I "messed up" according to my parents beliefs. I, on the other hand, would not have traded 1 single solitary second from beginning (*GRIN*) to the final result - my eldest daughter:) Some would view that whole thing as a "mistake," however from that I took away very special feelings for a wonderful man (even though we didn't work out by mutual agreement then), a beautiful baby girl whom I have watched grow for almost 16 years, and the knowledge to "keep the quarter between my knees until i was married":) ROFLMAO!
My point is what
(((((HUGS))))
I'm so sorry your weekend did not go well. I know you were looking forward to going to your mom's for pampering.
We all have had the bad self-image when we're feeling bad. I hope you can find something that will make you happy today. I know how you're feeling with the knees cracking, etc. The tops of my feet pop when I walk. I've never been this heavy in my life. You are NOT ugly -- You are a beautiful person and do so much for all of us on this board.
Sending positive rays your way!
((((Keli)))),
I'm so sorry your weekend didn't go well and that your mom isn't do well, either.