Worse today *triggers*
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Worse today *triggers*
| Fri, 07-08-2005 - 10:40am |
Well....today I want to be a turtle. Literally, not figuratively (sp?). I don't want to see, speak or look at a single soul that shares this World. None!! I haven't any feelings of hurting myself, I'm just empty, so deeply depressed but not crying as of yet. Actually I feel like a mixed episode is going to hit me and those are very hard on anybody, and with all that I have on my plate, it doesn't look nice. I've tried to stay positive, but I only get so mad it triggers rage. I'm not enjoying being me today at all. I feel so strange. I just want to be home, but then I don't want to be there. I'm just........ya know?
Hugs & Hope
Carla
Hugs & Hope
Carla

I know exactly how you feel.
Carla,
Unfortunately I know exactly how you feel!
Hugs & Hope
Carla