Worse today *triggers*

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Registered: 04-02-2003
Worse today *triggers*
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Fri, 07-08-2005 - 10:40am
Well....today I want to be a turtle. Literally, not figuratively (sp?). I don't want to see, speak or look at a single soul that shares this World. None!! I haven't any feelings of hurting myself, I'm just empty, so deeply depressed but not crying as of yet. Actually I feel like a mixed episode is going to hit me and those are very hard on anybody, and with all that I have on my plate, it doesn't look nice. I've tried to stay positive, but I only get so mad it triggers rage. I'm not enjoying being me today at all. I feel so strange. I just want to be home, but then I don't want to be there. I'm just........ya know?
Hugs & Hope
Carla
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Registered: 03-25-2003
Fri, 07-08-2005 - 11:01am

I know exactly how you feel.

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Registered: 09-01-2004
Fri, 07-08-2005 - 11:22am

Carla,


Unfortunately I know exactly how you feel!

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Registered: 04-02-2003
Fri, 07-08-2005 - 12:16pm
Thank you Keli and Marci. I know this will pass, it is just having to go through it that is making it just that much worse. This weekend I'm cleaning and watching tv. That is all. But the cleaning is my needs done list. Things like going through closets, the garage, cabinets, dresser, etc. So I'll be busy.
Hugs & Hope
Carla