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Just in case....
| Mon, 07-11-2005 - 5:07pm |
anyone is looking for me tomorrow 7/12/5 I have an ob/gyn dr. appt and I may end up going home from there. I'm always MIA on the weekends (no computer at home) but tomorrow may be for other reasons. I'm upset about this visit, but I know to listen and not jump to conclusions. OH...and to be re-tested for any STD that X may have brought me. I have no symptoms or anything, just scared since I was not the hussy who slept around. If men can be a hussy, then he's their ring leader.
Hugs & Hope
Carla
Edited 7/11/2005 5:08 pm ET ET by carla18

Carla,
Men can't be hussies, that takes a certain amount of finesse--something they're totally lacking.
Well....I came to work after the gyn appt. He did a few tests and looked at a slide and said that there wasn't anything abnormal about that but I'm going to get a HIV test along with Hepatitis, syphillis (sp) the whole nine yards and then some. I used protection after he left, when I was weaker and thought he loved me and that is why he wanted to well...you know. OMG, how stupid I was, not naive, stupid.
But it seems that the hidradenitis (those of you who are curious go to http://www.hs-usa.org) hideous disease, mine is in my groin area and I've had a few on my face, will forever be with me, which I knew and there is nothing they can do to ease the pain or anything else, which I knew. Which means not putting me through menopause when I'd like to wait a few years. There is no cure and there really isn't a known reason why.
All in all it was a GREAT day, considering what kind of dr. I went to. I just hate those stirrups!!! LOL
Well....I better get some work done.
HUGS & HOPE
Carla