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Keli
| Thu, 07-14-2005 - 10:55am |
You back with us today or still sick? Let me know if you are at work and doing ok, otherwise I will check in with you at home later. Hope you had a miraculous recovery during the evening and feel 150% today :)
Tracey

I'm here...feeling somewhat better, yes.
I'm glad you are feeling some better. Just remember, there is a reason you are with Eric and not Chris - and you are most likely better off, no matter what you talked and dreamed about together.
I'll keep my fingers crossed that your pc gets back to you shortly. Hate slow PCs...and office mates.
Oh - before I forget - GET YOUR MEDS! LOL! You need to get started on the wellbutrin because it will take bit to build up in your system.
I am ok. I made up my mind last night that I needed to get back to reality and get over this whole Mike thing. I was getting a bit out of control with it. He doesn't know that I have shut down about him, but I kind of have. I may be a bit cold the next week or so as I reset my boundaries with everyone, but don't take it personally. I did tell him last night that I would not be bringing up his coming up here again. The invite is out there and he knows it. If he wants to take advantage of it he is welcome to (and he IS) but I am not going to mention it again. He asked why I wasn't going to mention it again and I told him I didn't want to nag him. Truth be told, it was all a pipe dream and I was setting myself up for serious problems. This way, I am upset and miserable today but I will get over it easier and faster then if I hadn't put the brakes on. I am still going through with the game wedding and still talking to him, but I am not planning on anything more then him being someone I talk to on the phone and in the game...if that. If the wedding wasn't on Saturday already I would probably find a way to let it slip out of everyones attention too. I am just sick today but I'll be better tomorrow. Like Scarlett says in Gone with the Wind - Tomorrow is Another Day....or whatever the heck she says.
Oh girlfriend...I'm sorry.