Moments of confusion, but good
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| Wed, 07-20-2005 - 12:10pm |
Just kind of checking in. I know I kind of lurk, but I still make sure I visit and make sure everything's going OK with you girls.
I've been pretty stable these past few weeks. I finally quit my job that was creating too many intense emotional situations. (I'm willing to work, but when my loyalties are being comprimised for those of an butt-kisser, that's when it becomes stressfull to the point where the distress line gets a call from me.) Since then, I've been trying my damnest to find work. So far, I've found and been utilizing the help, but on the other hand, the only real place that is hiring is Tim Horton's - needless to say, for the sake of my mental health, there's no way I'm working in the place that made up 99.9% of my dates with my ex. I have been working very hard though. Hopefully somebody other than a Timmy's will find me useful.
I've decided that once I find a job, I'm going to start saving for a one way plane ticket to the UK. My uncle has repeatedly said I can stay at his house for free and through my dad, I'm intitled to dual citizenship. I wouldn't mind if in the new year, I was able to go over there and find work in hopes of starting freash, as it's just not happening in my community.
Well, I'm going to head off now. I'm going to take a walk to the mall to see if there's any place I missed and to talk to a few of the managers of the stores where I did give resumes to.
| Wed, 07-20-2005 - 10:31pm |
littlemascara