Goodbye friends

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Registered: 01-06-2005
Goodbye friends
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Tue, 07-26-2005 - 9:41pm

hello everyone, this will probably be my last week here on the board. i just wanted to say thanks to all who have been there for me, i'll miss you very much. i know longer feel comfortable here, i feel i cannot express myself as i want to without being penalized for it. i wont be posting anymore but i will answer all who post to this post. may god bless each and every one of you, may he grant you peace and comfort and healing.

goodbye my lovely ladies

valerie

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Registered: 04-02-2003
Thu, 07-28-2005 - 1:51pm

Valerie,

Hon, you are so NOT alone. I too feel empty and alone. I feel nobody will ever truly want my company. Right now, I don't want anyone to speak to me. X and I had it out on the phone and I told him not to call or show up again. That hurt and really pushed me over the edge this week. I've stared at a bottle of pain pills for a week now. I've gotten close too, but I won't do it, I can't. Someday, somewhere, some place I'll find someone. Luckily you have a wonderful dh who loves and supports you. Lean on him, please? I don't know what happened, but I can honestly say if you can't face it by yourself, 911 would be the ticket. I hate hospitals too, but your safety is top priority. My friendship depends on it. I care so much about you. I wish I could come and see you and we'd laugh and talk. Then we'd both know bp is the one causing us to feel this way. It's taken me months to heal from xdh, and w/o you I doubt I'd be where I am now. Not to mention all the other things you've helped me with. Please don't go........I'd be a lost soul then.

Love, Hugs & Hope
Carla

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