August Roll Call!!!
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August Roll Call!!!
| Mon, 08-01-2005 - 12:56pm |
I've been away for a while now, and tried to catch up.
| Mon, 08-01-2005 - 12:56pm |
I've been away for a while now, and tried to catch up.
Well Keli....I'm not good. Mixed episode has taken over. I'm ok if I'm at work, because I can flirt with Officer Cuteasapuppy. LOL When I get home all I want to do is drink and become more depressed BP is not doing good, meds are working, just the rage is back with anxiety and talking way too much for my own good, not to mention the irritability, it is bad. I can't stand to be in my own skin, I'm getting bigger every day and I'm not pregnant, just fat. On the good side, I now have a car, I've totally broken off any contact with X and told him if he showed up or called his new nasty wife would find out before he even had a chance to dial the number to lie out of it. My other illness (hidradenitis suppurativa) is driving me more into depression, it is so painful and just down right nasty. I'm lonely and in bad need of male contact, not "happy sheets", just contact.
OK...sorry about that, not in a good place. I probably won't be posting a lot, but I'm here.
Carla
Carla,
As I'm sure you already know, mixed episodes can be the WORST.
hi all...
trying to keep my head above water.
It's gotten HOT again & it's getting to me, not sure if that's part of the problem or if depression is creeping in, but I'm doing a lot of sleeping (but only in snatches).
Bonjour.
Since the last roll-call, I've gone camping with my best girlfriends and have come to the conclusion none of us should be roommates with each other. :p I'm going to see if my aunt will let me visit her at her camp - just me and three books that is.
Things have been pretty good. The work search has been harrowing and not very rewarding, but hopefully something will come soon. Tomorrow, I'm making the phone calls that need to be made in maybe speeding up the process.
Still haven't found the answer to the "can I get a duel citizenship to the UK since my dad is from there?" question, but I've been lead in the direction of the British Embassy. It's worth a try.
Meds are holding up as best as possible under my limmited funds. Currently, I'm on 1500mg of Epivalve and 1mg of Resparital (to keep the dreams and panic attacks at bay). But oh my God they're expesive! I need to do something about it soon or I'm not going to be able to afford them at all.
Anyway, that's my life at the present moment. Hope you're all doing well!
Today is not too bad....each day is different which kinda stinks, but at least its not depressed every single day.
Finally have good news about ds and immune problems...there are none !!!
God could not be everywhere, so
I'm here too. Busy with the kids trying to enjoy the end of summer. Have zip for energy but doing OK otherwise. Dh and I have some things to work out, which are putting some pressure on me and have me a little concerned. Oh, and obsessing about my weight. Guess I am not so good after all, LOL.
Missy
Traci here ~ Had to cut the vacation a week short, but had a blast while it lasted! The kids and I are back home now and settling in after a very long drive from Tallahassee straight through to VA stopping for only about a 3 hour "cat nap" so hopefully I will be able to catch up on some much missed and much needed sleep tonight. And, that said, be more present on the board now that I'm back:)
Hugs,
Traci