Hi Traci

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Registered: 03-25-2003
Hi Traci
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Wed, 08-03-2005 - 3:53pm

Glad to see you back.

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Registered: 11-18-2003
In reply to: keli003
Wed, 08-03-2005 - 11:46pm

Hi Keli,


I'm holding steady ~ I think. I've been kinda flat today which worries me a bit because that generally precedes a swing. But, I made an appt with tdoc tomorrow and am taking my meds so hopefully I won't spiral. For the 2 weeks I was gone, I was better than I'd been in a very long time. Wondering if there was a bit of mania mixed in as I spent a lot of money in a very short time frame. But even still, I think it was a break needed not only by me, but my kids as well. When they found out we had to cut the trip short they were disappointed, but dealt with it. I'm very proud of my kids;) I really didn't want to come back to VA. Austin agreed with me! "Real" people, cheap prices, gorgeous weather (hot but NOT humid), beautiful scenery and much, much more. Sadly, I didn't meet my tall,dark, handsome Texan, but there's always next time;) LOL! I wish I had been able to stay in Tallahassee longer so that maybe we could have hooked up, but was out of money so I had to haul butt back home. THAT was one long drive.


At any rate, all in all, I'm doing okay. Settling back in to the grind and hoping this flat feeling isn't indicative of anything. Let me know how you are doing. I do worry about ya!


Hugs,
Traci

iVillage Member
Registered: 03-25-2003
In reply to: keli003
Thu, 08-04-2005 - 11:05am

Well, I'm glad you're holding steady for now.

iVillage Member
Registered: 11-18-2003
In reply to: keli003
Thu, 08-04-2005 - 1:21pm

Thanks Keli. I want you to know that you can call on me any time you need. It seems like no matter how hard we try sometimes life just keeps hitting us trying to knock us back down. I know you are, and I am as well, tired of that and more than ready to fight back. After the morning I've had, I was doubly glad I made that tdoc appt for this week. I'm facing one of the largest crises of my life and feel completely lost in a tailspin right now. And I don't have time for the tailspin.


So, I'll agree to hang in and fight if you do:)


Thinkin' of ya and sending good vibes your way!


Love & Hugs,


Traci

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Registered: 01-06-2005
In reply to: keli003
Thu, 08-04-2005 - 2:00pm

what the heck is going on????? how did i get mentioned in this? i haven't communicated with TRACEY for months. i know you guys are very close but how does that give her the rite to slam me in her rant to someone else? and for her to say that i'll be the cause of putting you back in the hospital is inflammatory and wicked. i don't want to say too much about your friend but even you can see how wrong that is.

i certainly don't want see anyone in the hospital. thats a terrible thing to say. why is she always in attack mode? please give me a chance to express my side before you ignore post me if you haven't already. im curious as to what you think about this, if it doesn't upset you too much. you know i've always tried to give EVERYONE possitive advice and i haven't been in any duels with anyone else since that episode. the reason i left the board is i felt someone kept reporting my posts to ivilliage and i no longer felt safe. at first i thought i was paranoid but now i'm not too sure.

i hope you respond

valerie

valerie