Keli????

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Registered: 07-24-2003
Keli????
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Fri, 08-05-2005 - 9:43am

Hey - you around out there? I tried calling you this AM and got voicemail. I wanted to call last night but things were so hectic with the camping trip that I didn't stop running until after 10 when I collapsed in bed asleep.

How are you doing? What did pdoc change. Let me know what is going on and that you are ok so I don't panic about you all weekend. If I don't hear from you by lunch time I will call Eric LOL!!

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In reply to: th305899
Fri, 08-05-2005 - 9:52am

I'm here...pdoc didn't change anything, thank God.

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In reply to: th305899
Fri, 08-05-2005 - 10:57am

You are SUCH an amazing person. Do you KNOW that?? Think about it a moment. You realize and understand the implications of stress and med changes on your system. It is possible for you to make resonable and rational choices about your care. You have come SO far in the past year. I hope you know that, REALLY know that...because if you do you should be very very pleased and proud of yourself!

I hope your squatters leave too. If they don't, make them. You need your house back. It is crazy for you to not be able to enjoy sitting on your couch watching a movie. As for your mom, stand firm. It will be wonderful for you AND for Mike and Eric for you to be home some weekends. She will be fine, and if she is getting bad enough that she might not be fine it is NOT your responsibility to care for her...they need to get her a nurse then. You are NOT a nurse.

Yes, this weekend will be fun. I need it. With all the stress of money being gone and rent due and having to get stuff for the camping trip I was a bit short with Mike last night and today. Hopefully he understood because I wasn't very clear about it. We did have a little fun - I got stuff for s'mores (for the next week's trip with Savannah) and he hid the chocolate. I was chasing him around the apartment trying to catch him and stubbed my toe. I pretended I was hurt a lot worse and ran to the bedroom crying OW OW OW OW OW so he would come and check on me (and it was SO hard not to laugh). He came running in, lay down next to me on the bed and put his arms around me and asked if I was ok - all worried....and I wrapped myself around him and said "yes, where is the chocolate". He laughed so hard he had tears rolling down his face. Of course, he used a similar ploy to get away too LOL! We had an ok night, but I was tired and crabby...and still was this morning. This will be the first test of our relationship. We are broke now until next week - which sucks.

We got those tickets to the minor league baseball game on Tuesday, so that is going to be fun. (Can't WAIT!!) Going to take Savannah and Mom or Dad with us. There are 4 tickets so have to make a choice. Then, to make this weekend up to Savannah, we are taking a 1 night camping trip next weekend. Not to the same place as this weekend - but to the place we (Savannah and I) went last year.

Work is REALLY bad. I screwed up BIG TIME on a quote (for a large new customer). Thankfully, Engineering and Production caught it, but over a week after the order came in and on the day we are starting to run parts. We would have made decent profit on it, now we are barely going to make anything, if we are lucky. If anything goes wrong while it runs, we will lose our hineys. Plus, I still don't have all the pics taken for the sales brochures, which I ASSURED and PROMISED my boss we would have in-house and ready to mail on the 11th. It sucks, but I don't have the time to do this crud. Not to mention that I am not a graphic artist. These things are going to look awful when I get done.

Anyway, I need the weekend out. I am really kind of depressed and need a pick me up. I'll talk to you again before I go though :)

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In reply to: th305899
Fri, 08-05-2005 - 11:06am

You will have a great time this weekend, and your depression will lift.

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In reply to: th305899
Fri, 08-05-2005 - 1:04pm

Well, I'm starting to get really angry here.

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In reply to: th305899
Fri, 08-05-2005 - 3:20pm

I am SOOOOOOOOO tired.