Jodie?

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Registered: 03-25-2003
Jodie?
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Mon, 08-08-2005 - 2:40pm

Hey Jodie! You out there? Just checkin in on you...hope you're doing okay. Let me know how you are, when you can, okay? I care about you!

Love and Hugs,

Keli

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Registered: 09-15-2004
In reply to: keli003
Mon, 08-08-2005 - 3:17pm
Hey Keli,
I am still hanging around. At least I've lost about 20 pounds since late June. That's one good thing! But I am in a very bad mood today. Rage with a dash of depression thrown in for good measure. It's funny because all weekend I was on this INCREDIBLE high, higher than I can remember being in a long time. I was dancing all over the place, singing (where no one could hear me, cause that's cruel and unusual punishment), and laughing hysterically at nothing. Then Sunday afternoon I crashed. I was enjoying a movie I was watching and suddenly my mood changed dramatically in a micro-second. I got in such a bad mood I went on a nice BP spending spree (for the first time in a year) and I DIDN'T CARE about the consequences. I'll probably suffer for it later though-when the bills come in. Then Sunday evening I went back on a high so bad I had to take 3 Xanax and a Serequel to calm me down. So today I am at work feeling grouchy and like I'm going no where. My co-workers are avoiding me. I must look a fright! But they're getting used to it I suppose. I see my tdoc on Thur. and my pdoc on Fri. Pdoc wants to increase my meds. She's probably right because these wild mood swings are going to kill me yet! I am just having one of those days where EVERYTHING makes me angry or depressed. Sometimes it gets lonely being like this. I'm sure you know what I mean! I get so jealous sometimes of the "normal" happy people around me. Oh well! Enough of my moaning.
Thanks a lot for asking about me! I hope things improve with both of us!
Jodie

Jodie

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Registered: 03-25-2003
In reply to: keli003
Mon, 08-08-2005 - 3:27pm

OMG, you sound JUST like me! Its not funny, but IT IS FUNNY! I have said the EXACT same things you just said to me.

We'll get through it. Somehow.

Definitely increase your meds...your moods will start to swing beyond your control (well you know what I mean) and you'll end up back inpatient. Don't wanna go there. I am waiting on my pdoc to call me as we speak. I can't take the wild swings anymore. I just can't.

Hang in!

Love and Hugs,
Keli

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Registered: 09-15-2004
In reply to: keli003
Mon, 08-08-2005 - 3:35pm
Yep! We appear to be experiencing the same load of crap.
If you find something that works...LET ME KNOW!
Good luck!

Jodie