Over the hump (wednesday)
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Over the hump (wednesday)
| Thu, 08-11-2005 - 8:48am |
So now that we are a little more then 1/2 way thru the week...how's it going?
I completely blew up last night....no control whatsoever..none, zip, zilch.


That sounds awful. I really hate it when my DH's family comes to town for various reasons. The main reason though is that it seems we are expected to stop our life and cater to them. Anyway, I understand your frustration with lack of planning when family members are arriving. We never know exactly when his parents are coming in until they call us from about an hour away. We usually get a two day span as a guess and then they call (last time a day early).
Sorry you and DH are fighting over this. It happens with us just about everytime.
Alison
TRIGS BELOW....
My night was just as bad, if not worse, as yours...did lots and LOTS of crying, screaming, yelling, and more crying...felt very sorry for myself and wanted to die, basically...kept thinking of all the pills I have, and how easy it would be to take them all...but I kept thinking I would get sick. Funny, huh? Then I would think about my son. And cry some more.
I don't like this anymore. I don't know how much longer I can do it. I use what energy I have at work, pretending I'm okay for a few hours. I can barely do that much.
I'm paranoid bad, and think everyone hates me...especially people here, well, everyone really. And my office mate keeps running back and forth and i could swear she is telling on me for something.
I don't like this.
But I am NOT going to the hospital. Period.
I also had a nice little junk food binge last night. I'm already so fat and disgusting and I am making it worse. WTF.
Love to you all.
k.