I'm here today

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Registered: 03-25-2003
I'm here today
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Wed, 08-17-2005 - 8:12am

Is that okay? Okay, okay, okay...i know...but I'm bipolar! AND it hurts my heart to leave you guys...i love you all, and i need you.

Soooo, Donna, and Marci, can I stick around?

Love to EVERYONE here...its always been EVERYONE.

k.

By the way...if you sent me email that I never responded to, I don't get to check my email very often, as I explained to Marci in a post below. I NEVER MEANT TO IGNORE ANYONE AT ALL. I just don't have a computer anymore at home, and now no car either, and work blocks all outside email accounts and we no longer can send personal email at work. So I'm kinda stuck. I never ever ignored anyone on purpose, but Marci, and I know there must have been at least a couple others that thought I ignored them and got upset with me, but I never did. So, I'm sorry for not explaining that. Sometimes, I don't think as clearly as I could. But none of us do, right?

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Registered: 04-06-2005
Wed, 08-17-2005 - 9:03am

Don't be silly, I'm happy you are here today !!!

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Registered: 09-15-2004
Wed, 08-17-2005 - 10:00am
You should definitely stick around! You and I seem to suffering almost the exact same crap. It has been a source of comfort to me to talk to someone who understands exactly what I am going through. So don't go away!
Jodie

Jodie

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Registered: 03-25-2003
Wed, 08-17-2005 - 10:05am

How are you, Jodie girl? Any better???

I'm SO much better now. And the amazing thing, is I'm not on antidepressants.

Post back...I'm SOOO bored...have a ton of work to do, but I so don't wanna do it.

:)

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Registered: 09-15-2004
Wed, 08-17-2005 - 10:23am
I am also bored. I made my monthly goal in one day so I don't have a lot to do right now. I am actually more stable then I've been in a good while though my concentration could still improve. My fit of rage Sunday night really helped. My DH is in Idaho, and I am actually enjoying having the bed to myself. I am still in weight loss mode. I've dropped two sizes since the middle of June. Hopefully I can keep my will power going.
The huge piece of chocolate cake last night sure didn't help!

Jodie

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Registered: 03-25-2003
Wed, 08-17-2005 - 10:37am

know what i want? a ROOM to myself...that i could decorate the way I want...with my music playing and MY shows and movies to watch...a place to be totally alone...that would be SO nice...i will have that soon enough...one to four years...we're moving next year to abigger place, if not then, then my son graduates high school in 2008, so i will get it then too. And, i kinda have it now on weekends...cuz i go to stay with my parents, and my dad gave me a room there...i just got a bed this past weekend...dh gave me a tv/vcr...so this weekend, i'm kinda excited about fixing it up some. yay me! i go up friday nights, come home sunday around lunch...not a long time, but enough to relax some. ya know?

i'm HOPING and PRAYING my weight loss will continue. 3 pounds is a start, i guess...what are you doing to lose?

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Registered: 09-15-2004
Wed, 08-17-2005 - 10:49am
During my last hospitalization in June I weighed in at 189-I am five foot nine. I didn't eat for two days and it went down to 181. Encouraged I fasted a day ate a day...ect. When I had lost 10 lbs I started eating healthy meals. I want to get back down to 145-150. Most of my weight is in my thigs. They were so fat that when I walked my shorts rode up and the fat would rub together making me break out. They still need some work. I am stair climbling and trying (though not that successfully) to walk more on my treadmill. I sure do having our part of the house to myself right now. It's nice to be alone. Ya know, I think I am one of the only person here over 30 that doesn't have kids. I know I couldn't handle the stress so I have decided not to have any. I have poly-cystic ovaries and a small pituitary tumor so it probably wouldn't have happened anyway.

Jodie