what do i do now
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what do i do now
| Wed, 08-17-2005 - 3:33pm |
they should have a choice in the emotion section that says please god help me. posting was apparently a bad idea. my husband went through my posts and now he wants to leave me. not that i don't deserve it. made my bed and now i have to lie in it i guess.i keep thinking about what i will do if he leaves, and my god what will i tell my kids? i will have ruined their lives in about 2 seconds flat. what i really should be thinking is how on earth am i going to get him to stay. all my family says we will need counceling, so he can trust me again, and so we don't end up right back here in a year. i know he won't go . he told me so on sat. when we had a big fight . he didn't know then, but he kept saying a councelor wouldn't help, and he was calling the lawyer on monday. thank god he decided not to. but now i am back to worrying if he will leave or not. he says he will talk to me after work. pray for me, not that i deserve that either. he says i am a piece of crap. unfortunately he is right. but pray for me anyway. than-x.
needless to say i won't be here for a while. and all of you be careful what you post. someone might be reading this.
needless to say i won't be here for a while. and all of you be careful what you post. someone might be reading this.


((((I am so sorry)))).
God could not be everywhere, so
God could not be everywhere, so