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| Mon, 08-22-2005 - 8:47am |
Well, the weekend was better than last week was, but the negative thoughts still reared up. Got back in late last night and had a really hard time falling asleep. At my last pdoc appointment we had backed my trazodone back down to 50 a night. I had already weened myself from 150 down to 100 and then to 50 by the appointment and was fine. So, I took 100 instead of 50 and waited........and waited so then I took the 3rd one and still waited. I finally fell asleep about 5 only to be awakened at 7:00 by my ex on the phone telling me he'd be here in an hour and a half to help 12 yo dd paint her room and hang her shelves.
My mood sucks, the thoughts are still nagging me. I enjoyed my time with my kids, but when I'd lay down at night the thoughts would kick into high gear over the weekend. They haven't stopped since I've been up today and that's all I want is for them to just go away! I can't call tdoc today because she's having a surgical procedure done. So y'all might be hearing from me a lot today:( Sorry in advance.
Hugs,
Traci



Traci (((HUGS))))...I'm glad you had a good time with the kids, and sorry you didn't get any sleep.
God could not be everywhere, so