I am actually accomplishing

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I am actually accomplishing
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Mon, 08-29-2005 - 2:02pm
something today! I am getting my 6 yo DD room clean. She seems more incapable than me even at doing it, so I am making headway. I am still really tired, from Topomax I think, but I am trying. I figure I don't have to do it top to bottom today. I also mad a made dash to the the DR today for my 10 yo DD who really hurt her knee yesterday. :( I called at eight, thinking they'd book me in late if at all and they told me 8:30! I was still in my nightie, so I had to hustle. I managed to make it in 40 min anyway(rush hour...yuck). Anyway, wish me luck on my daughter's trashpit of a room today, it's like the first time I've really felt motivated to DO someting in a long time! Maybe my depression is starting to going away?

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Mon, 08-29-2005 - 2:09pm

That is awesome !!!


ugh, know what you mean about dd's room being a mess...mine is the same way..it used to take me days to get it the way I wanted it...and then she'd trash it in a week.

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Mon, 08-29-2005 - 2:11pm

hey hon...topamax will SO make you tired, but it goes away as you get used to it...

i soooooo hope your depression is going away...it gives me hope!

k.

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Mon, 08-29-2005 - 2:18pm

it's funny, I don't remember Topomax making me sleepy last time I was on it. But I think I also started at 25 and worked up to 100, this time I just went to 100. And it is kicking my rear. And not really helping withing NIGHT TIME sleep, when I WANT it! I still wake a a lot. eeergh.

and you hang in there....it's almost Fall and I bet we all better when the weather cools a bit and there's a change in seasons. You'll feel better. I promise! :)

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Mon, 08-29-2005 - 5:47pm

I'd say that's a good sign!

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Mon, 08-29-2005 - 5:55pm
thanks! I am pooped OUT! I got it all cleaned out, vacuumed and DH offered to clean the carpet when he gets home! I hope I can keep half this level of energy up and I'd be feeling a lot better about things around here! I feel so down on myself when I can't do daily stuff like laundry and DH has to pick up the slack for everything. I am pretty lucky to have him!

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