I am just not good today
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I am just not good today
| Wed, 08-31-2005 - 12:03pm |
**poss triggers**
I don't even know where to begin or how to explain how I feel.
I'm empty, but not...angry but not, annoyed but not...strange huh?
I slept very hard last night...was very hard to wake up...and then my mind just started going 10000000 miles an hour about all the things that are pissing me off...and I knew it, I knew the day would just suck.


Sorry you are having such a rough day. Money problems just suck. We just started paying childcare, for me to go to school, and boy is it expensive. I hope everything settles out for you soon.
As for the people in the south, I too feel bad for them, but I am having a hard time relating to those that are seeking help to get out of the flooding. They should have already been gone, IMHO. My dh is a firefighter/paramedic and I hate it when his life is put in jeopardy because someone went against something they were recommended to do, KWIM? I look at all the rescue attempts differently I guess. I truly feel sorry for those who lost everything and have nothing to go back to. I can not even fathom walking through chest high water carrying my kids out. Gotta stop now, I am getting depressed.
Missy
I definitely have days like that. When there are so many things that are going wrong and out of my control. I sort of shut down, not feeling any feeling in particular. I know it doesn't help to hold it in. I try not to but usually end up doing it anyway so I don't have to subject my DDs to my rantings. Also, it is hard to not feel anything for the people in the South but there are no certain expectations on how you should feel. It is kind of like watching a tv movie. It is a situation that we are not close enough to that it would affect us significantly. Anyway, I hope it made you feel better to get everything out. I know sometimes it does for me.
Alison
Donna,
I can so relate to what you're feeling--I am unfortunately right there with you!