bethie...trigs possible, su mentioned
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| Thu, 09-01-2005 - 8:12am |
beth...
first of all, i love so much...i know how much you are hurting right now and i can't stop it for you...but i can be there for you as much as this is being there for you...i know you don't want to go to that place again...it was horrible for you, but you cannot under any circumstances go su again...then the sa has won, and you don't want to let that happen either, baby...you were okay for a while, and you can and will be okay again...you're in that dark dark dark scary place right now...and you don't need to be alone there...so go to your brothers, but if you start getting MORE triggered there, then you tell pdoc! I'm serious, you know how it can trigger you...I'm here all day today...
Are you going to the partial? How's it going? At all good?
What the hell are they doing for you??? Anything? Any med changes? Any anti d's? Anything at all?
Call me ANY time you need me.
I'm okay right now. I promise. You will NOT trigger me. I'm fine. I have therapy tonight, which is a little scary, but I'm okay.
You are my lovey and I need you to be okay again. You have to fight this, Beth. You have no other choice. You're not alone, and you're tough, and you have to reach deep down inside to THAT Beth, and FIGHT like hell to get out of this episode. That's all this is, an episode. Do you hear me? I know you do, somewhere inside.
You call me, or you post...I'll be checking all day.
Love you,
Keli

(((BETH)))
I'm so sorry you are having such a rough time right now....wish I could do something too.
I can relate to sa also, and you won't trigger me either.
God could not be everywhere, so
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