Tracey

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Registered: 03-25-2003
Tracey
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Thu, 09-08-2005 - 8:01am

Good Morning...

How are you? I don't even know how I am, so don't ask...I think I'm manicky and freaking angry about it...God DANGIT (i hate being censored). Well, F it...I will just freaking stay manic while it lasts, I am NOT doing anything to bring it down...

I am totally having major flashbacks and memories all the time from the SA stuff. Which totally freaks me out, big time...

I'm already freaking out that if i crash from this this time, i'm going i/p...but i almost am ready for it, and don't mind, except for freaking WORK. That's my only draw back...and Mike having a game Saturday night, his first.

I just am at breaking point...and I've had it...all around had it.

This is me screaming...arrrrrrrrrrrggggggghhhhhhh....




Edited 9/8/2005 8:24 am ET ET by keli003
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Registered: 07-24-2003
In reply to: keli003
Thu, 09-08-2005 - 12:33pm

Morning!

I am a bit manicky myself...and it is a welcome change. Money still hangs over my head, and makes me crazy, but I'm doing well.

The interview was ok, but I doubt it will come to anything. She explained to me that she didn't think I would be happy there because I am use to working in offices that were loosely structured and social and they are extremely strict and structured there. She explained that there are people she has worked with for years that she really knows nothing about. The pay is good but they want a machine - basically. I told her as long as I am busy, I am happy. The socializing is not important, plus without the socializing there aren't as many office issues with politics etc.

I made Mike get up and we went grocery shopping before I went to work...one less thing to worry about. We are suppose to go to Renaissance this weekend, but money is going to be tight. I think we'll still find a way to go...just have to.

Hang in there, and don't worry about work. You are going to be fine. I'll try to call tonight.

Love ya!
Tracey