Tracey
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| Fri, 09-09-2005 - 8:14am |
Guess what I got??????????
PEEPS Pumpkins!!!! I almost called you from CVS last night! LOL
How are you today? See my other post too much to type again...I'm okay.
Worried about you is all...hopin you're okay...
Tdoc today at noon...little worried about that, but not...weird...
going to mom's tonight...and its fine...coming back to take her to mike's first football game tomorrow afternoon late...5 i think...then goin back to her house, then comin home sunday...probably will do me good to get out of my house, so i'm being very optimistic...i really need to get her out of the house too...but i'm gonna make her listen to the radio and just drive and listen to music...lol. it will be okay. i figured out something...i overstress things...dunno why...i traumatize myself about the smallest things...gonna talk to my tdoc about that too...

Hey you! I am REALLY glad you called your pdoc and laid down the law. I've got my fingers crossed and am praying like mad that this does the trick for you...you deserve it.
Please - do not worry about me. I am really doing well. I am back on my full dose of lithium and can tell. Mike and I have talked through so many things and our relationship is as giddy and happy as it was the week we met. It was so sweet because he is even talking about when we should plan the wedding for. I was teasing him that I am not going to set a date until I have a ring, and he replied that I'll have it when he gets his first paycheck.
I think it is wonderful that you are going to get your mom out this weekend. Just stand by your guns and keep all the balls in your court. You have the power to assert your will - no one can take that power from you again. It is different when you are a child, but you are not a child any more. No one can force you to do things you don't want to.
I'm so happy you have a tdoc appt today. I KNOW how hard this is for you, and I know that it is going to get worse before it gets better...but the more you deal with it and the more you work through, the better it will get (and the faster it will get better). Eric loves you very very much and he is a great man to be so understanding of what is going on. Yes, it is going to be difficult for both of you at times, but he is there for you because he WANTS to be. If you were as much of a burden as you like to think you are, he wouldn't be there.
If you are around this weekend, call me and just let me know what number you are at, then I can call you back, seeing I don't pay long distance or have limited minutes.
Love you!!!
Tracey
btw: PEEPS!! Woohooo!! Life can't be all bad when you have peeps!!!
see my post to beth for update on tdoc appt...
have a meeting in a bit...
xoxo