Bethie...no trigs, wow...

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Bethie...no trigs, wow...
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Wed, 09-14-2005 - 8:34am

hey honey...

how are you? i'm okay...doing much better...amazing. now just gotta figure out what to tell pdoc...guess i'm gonna just be honest with her and tell her the truth, i took the prozac twice in a row instead of every other day, but it made ALL the difference...and if she won't give it to me that often i don't know what to do...

just checkin on u...

love u

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Wed, 09-14-2005 - 2:08pm

omg i did the same thing today!

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Wed, 09-14-2005 - 2:15pm

well now i am all confused...marci told me i was probably just manic and it wasn't the prozac making me feel better, but dang it, i need it to be the prozac making me feel better and if i AM manic, so what...i can't take the depression anymore...

am waiting on pdoc to call me back, she's probably mad, but i don't even care about that anymore. i will say it again, i CANNOT be depressed like that anymore.

ya know?

am a bit wired too, i will admit it...but i don't think i'm manic. i have a lot of "precursors" to knowing i'm manic and i am not doing them...so i don't know...i'm confused now like all hell...

i do have a pdoc appt tomorrow. hate to even go.

i want to cut back on tdoc appts cuz i keep getting triggered BAD and i don't know if i am ready to handle it all...even my tdoc is wondering. i dunno.

i don't have another tdoc appt til 9/30, so i have time to figure it out i guess...

i'm mad cuz i'm eating like crazy again...pmsing, so i know that's why...gotta get it under control...help!

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Wed, 09-14-2005 - 2:24pm

hey love, REMEMBER, i'm so sensitive to this a/d that it flipped me w/in 24 hours.

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Wed, 09-14-2005 - 2:51pm

hmmm.... just got around to reading the rest of the posts.

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Wed, 09-14-2005 - 3:12pm

LOL, we are a pair, aren't we? you and i both are "hard to treat" wish we got some sort of reward for that!

now, i'm thinking its a freaking swing...i dunno. i dunno...i dunno...i'm still feeling okay...not depressed, but not as "okay" as i was either...i am sleepy, and tired, and irritable...dang it...

my poor pdoc...guess its a good thing i have an appt tomorrow...