Bethie...no trigs, wow...
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Bethie...no trigs, wow...
| Wed, 09-14-2005 - 8:34am |
hey honey...
how are you? i'm okay...doing much better...amazing. now just gotta figure out what to tell pdoc...guess i'm gonna just be honest with her and tell her the truth, i took the prozac twice in a row instead of every other day, but it made ALL the difference...and if she won't give it to me that often i don't know what to do...
just checkin on u...
love u

omg i did the same thing today!
well now i am all confused...marci told me i was probably just manic and it wasn't the prozac making me feel better, but dang it, i need it to be the prozac making me feel better and if i AM manic, so what...i can't take the depression anymore...
am waiting on pdoc to call me back, she's probably mad, but i don't even care about that anymore. i will say it again, i CANNOT be depressed like that anymore.
ya know?
am a bit wired too, i will admit it...but i don't think i'm manic. i have a lot of "precursors" to knowing i'm manic and i am not doing them...so i don't know...i'm confused now like all hell...
i do have a pdoc appt tomorrow. hate to even go.
i want to cut back on tdoc appts cuz i keep getting triggered BAD and i don't know if i am ready to handle it all...even my tdoc is wondering. i dunno.
i don't have another tdoc appt til 9/30, so i have time to figure it out i guess...
i'm mad cuz i'm eating like crazy again...pmsing, so i know that's why...gotta get it under control...help!
hey love, REMEMBER, i'm so sensitive to this a/d that it flipped me w/in 24 hours.
hmmm.... just got around to reading the rest of the posts.
LOL, we are a pair, aren't we? you and i both are "hard to treat" wish we got some sort of reward for that!
now, i'm thinking its a freaking swing...i dunno. i dunno...i dunno...i'm still feeling okay...not depressed, but not as "okay" as i was either...i am sleepy, and tired, and irritable...dang it...
my poor pdoc...guess its a good thing i have an appt tomorrow...