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| Thu, 09-15-2005 - 9:15am |
help! i am stuck...
see post below...
i dunno what 2 do...i have my pdoc appt at 12:30...
am trying to get some work done...in case. :(
| Thu, 09-15-2005 - 9:15am |
help! i am stuck...
see post below...
i dunno what 2 do...i have my pdoc appt at 12:30...
am trying to get some work done...in case. :(
k, me again.
BE HONEST WITH HER !!!!
God could not be everywhere, so
thanks donna...i appreciate your help a lot.
i will be honest with her...i truly DO want to feel better than this...that is all i want.
work is probably gonna have to kiss my behind...i'm trying to get things taken care of, but i'm not having much luck. its not like its stuff that's gonna explode if it doesn't get done, but it will make me look bad...not that they don't already know i'm nutso...
oh well.
you are not nuts...and if they had any idea, even 1% of knowledge as to what you are going thru, they would understand.
God could not be everywhere, so
Keli:
God I wish I could call you right now, but I am being watched like a hawk.
Hang in there, do your 10 - 15 min at a time. That's gotten you through before, it will work again now.
I am sure Jane didn't not call on purpose. It is BP that is telling you there is significance to it. You know that.
I hate to say it, and I KNOW you hate to hear it, but I think I/P is the best option right now. You know I will call you at least 1x a day and help you however I can. You are almost back where you were a year ago - you've been adding and removing meds and changing meds and I think its getting you messed back up. In the hospital they can get you back to a good dose of everything you need and you can start fresh.
As for your work...you have a medical condition which they are aware of. If they even REMOTELY try ANY retribution for you being gone this time you NEED to follow through with seeing an attorney. They have crossed the line in the past and it's just too dang bad for them. I think losing you for a week/month and getting a much more productive employee is worth it. If they don't think that way, that's just too dang bad.
If you need me, call me. I won't have long to talk, but I will talk to you. If you have the calling card I gave you still, use that and call 936-2105 (same area code as my home phone). Otherwise, use the 800 number and work will have to get over it.
BTW: Some good news - I go for a 2nd interview today!!!
I love you, and so do a lot of other people. You are going to make it through this if we have to drag you, kicking and screaming.
i really think i/p is the best option too...as much as i hate to say it too...i'm going to tell jane that at my appointment and see what she says...i'm defintely waaaay messed up and its affecting every area of my life and i just can't take it anymore...but we'll see what happens...
work is iffy...as always...bill will say i haven't been keeping him informed of my medical issues, and i haven't...its not his business...but at this point, my health, my life, is what is important.
i will be okay, regardless of what happens, and i will keep you posted. if i come back to work, i'll post...if not, call my house tonight...
i love you too, and i'm so happy for you about the 2nd interview!
k.