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| Fri, 09-16-2005 - 2:02pm |
I hate this! I've gained my weight back!!!! I have been eating again for 2 weeks...and I have back everything I lost...about 15 pounds I think...maybe more...WTF! I have pms, and I guess from the depression and all...I DON"T KNOW BUT I HATE IT!!!! How could i do that to myself???
I'm starving again...I think it has to be from the Prozac...its the only new med...I am increasing the Topamax up to 400 (OMG) and maybe it will kick in again...
I'm so upset about it...I know I'm bloated too...but I just ate a freaking snickers...had m&ms yesterday...been eating most every meal...a lot too...wtf is wrong with me?
this is my ED talking, but its also my FAT A$$ too...i was doing so good...why would i just throw it all away like that??????
ugh
if i don't have one issue, i have a trillion...
honestly, it felt good to NOT eat...i feel horrible when i eat...now i can't stop...i don't get it...
how are you? sorry to throw all that at ya, but you get it...cuz you go through it too...took the prozac last night, felt more up today...more wired...am really sensitive to the a/d's too...but i'll still take wired over depressed...
am really sleepy from topamax though...i take it all at night...but i'm SOOO sleepy still...all day...i go to bed by 9 every night...just can't stay up...hate that...
love ya
