I figured I would post up here.....
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| Wed, 09-21-2005 - 10:21pm |
because part of what I want to say is weight related and part of it isnt....soooo I figured up here was the place to be.
Everything was ok today before I went to the doctor. I have been feeling pretty sick for the last few weeks and finally made it to the doc today, I made an appt two weeks ago and this was the first they had available...but when I told the doc that she was pissed at her staff because she said I am supposed to be seen in 24 hrs if I am sick....good thing to know for the future.
Anyways, I have bronchitis and it was bad enough that it was almost pneumonia(i have no clue how to spell that) which was just lovely to hear. So she gave me some antibiotics and something to clear up my chest and stop the sinuses and fix my earache. She told me that some of my chronic stomach problems could be from inability to properly digest carbs and to get some kind of digestive aid from GNC, she cant remember the name of it.
The worst part of all that was the fact that I GAINED 4 lbs in one month. Which makes NO sense whatsoever because I am in jeans that are two sizes smaller than I wore a month ago....so how in the hell am I gaining weight????? I just dont get it.
So..I have been fighting off this depressive episode for ehhhhh 2 weeks or so, and now it finally got me. Its not horrible but it has the potential to get that bad, luckily I see pdoc in 2 1/2 weeks, so I can tell her I am still cycling and the ad's arent working very well, so maybe she can change some of my meds.
Then I went out to eat and had a fried chicken sandwich and fries and a salad and a piece of chocolate cake...which just made me feel worse...and I came home and did absolutely nothing around the house which pissed DH off considerably...but I dont even care.
So all in all my day sucked, but I know some of you are having worse days, and I cant do anything but give you cyber hugs and let you know I am thinking about you and that we will all be ok in the end.
Rebekah


Rebekah,
Your bad day sucked and I'm sorry! You deserved to go home and do nothing and if dh didn't like it, so freaking what...I hate men sometimes...sorry, TOM started this morning...
Just because some people are having it 'worse' doesn't mean you should discount the way you are feeling, okay? We are all in this together.
Maybe once you start feeling better physically, you'll feel better mentally, but I think you definitely need your BP meds adjusted. You've been cycling pretty wildly for a bit now. I'm glad you have an appt with pdoc soon. The right adjustment can make all the difference in how you feel.
Hang in there honey. I'm sorry its bad for you right now. Post as much as you want, okay?
Love and Hugs,
Keli
Rebeka
The weight gain could be muscle...so don't let it get to you right now...not to mention how sick you are.
God could not be everywhere, so